Moving moving moving.  Today is moving day.  And the landlord tells me today that I can't smoke in the apartment.  Great.  It doesn't really matter because I don't smoke that much.  Only when I'm drinking. And it's spring and I want to quit smoking any way. I have another appointment with my doctor for that reason.  I hung out with Mel and Jason on ( Read more... )

I taught whmis to my construction workers yesterday. I kept them on track and got through all the course material in time so I could go do my photo shoot.  Then most of them hung out and drank beer and laughed about stuff.  I was very happy that one of the guys who has taken Whmis 3 times before said that this is the first time he understood why he ( Read more... )

Hope is in fact the first stage of disappointment.  So despite all the fun we had and the connections and the intensity.  He made his choice.  I absolutely have to have to step away from both of them.  Leave them to their stuff.

So I talked to Jason yesterday.  They are getting back together.  He of course hates the fact that me and Mel are friend.  So.  Although it breaks my heart I'm going to not talk to him any more.  I mean any more than hey howsitgoin.  I'm off the roller coaster.  Ya  I say that now.

So this week, I have to go to the house I used to live in and help my old room mate organize the shed, and collect anything I've left behind.  I'm going to stay over and watch American Idol.  Tomorrow I'm teaching whmis at my union, then home to pack my shit here, Thursday I'm teaching whmis for Mowder Construction and then I'm in a photo shoot, ( Read more... )

Stupid Facebook  Stupid high school.  Stupid people reminding me of all the stupidity I thank god repressed.  I think that's where my fibromyalgia came from.  GARGH.  IT WAS 15 years ago people!

Stupid stupid anxiety.  I think I need some medication for my fibro.  My eyes hurt weirdly.  Just the pupils hurt. And it feels like some one is trying to pull them out.  Just the pupils though and not my entire eye.  Also, this anxiety that makes me feel like I'm going to collapse inward.  Which actually, may be due to the drama I'm too involved ( Read more... )

Well, no one called with my cell phone.  I asked my friend for his old one and he's going to bring it over today ( Read more... )

I need a personal assistant to hold all my things.  I lost my phone last night.  I'm pretty sure I had it when I left where I was at.  I think I dropped in the cab on the way home.  FAWK!  I actually hated that phone because the battery wouldn't hold a charge but alllll my phone numbers!  So sucks.  Plus the fact that I pretty much communicate by ( Read more... )

Wow.  It's been so long since I've had the boyfriend experience I forgot how wonderful it is.  All the hand holding and little kisses.  Now I really don't know what to do.    fawk.  Problem being that I totally love him. Nights like last night make it worse.  He and I love the same things and have the same values in terms of family and what not.  ( Read more... )