update - trigger
hey all
things majporly crumbling.
why when things seem to start to go ok they fall down again and fal to pieces????
i had no memory of 4 yers when was younger...until a few weeks ago...shit, wish i didn't know.
had to get crisis team involved at end of last week. i phoned them on thursday and they were shite! ended up going to see my gp on fri (actually cos i keep fainting) but was honest 9for once) and she rang them up so went to see them. J had already arranged for me to have an extra call over weekend, so after the meeting had phone call sat and sun, saw lauraine on sat and extra lorazapam prn. which helped a lot.
meantto be writing essay. its overdue already, and extention runs out wednesday, but so muchshit in my head i can't concentrate (or stay in the present).
lifes too hard
things majporly crumbling.
why when things seem to start to go ok they fall down again and fal to pieces????
i had no memory of 4 yers when was younger...until a few weeks ago...shit, wish i didn't know.
had to get crisis team involved at end of last week. i phoned them on thursday and they were shite! ended up going to see my gp on fri (actually cos i keep fainting) but was honest 9for once) and she rang them up so went to see them. J had already arranged for me to have an extra call over weekend, so after the meeting had phone call sat and sun, saw lauraine on sat and extra lorazapam prn. which helped a lot.
meantto be writing essay. its overdue already, and extention runs out wednesday, but so muchshit in my head i can't concentrate (or stay in the present).
lifes too hard