Yay!! Yes im happy! *squee* And its all thanx to this great wonderful guy named Garrett, yes you know who you are ( Read more... )

Today Andrew finally came out and told me he doesnt want anything to do with me. Hmm, well i was so upset that i started crying, and i also broke the phone from anger. Who does he think he is to play with my emotions that way? At first it was, "I want us to be friends, best friends even", then it was "I need physical space", then "Lets see ( Read more... )

For now there are too many things on my mind, so i will just get to some basics of today and myself right now. I slept over Tanya's house, and well that was fun. We talked about alot of things, and connected better than ever before, yet i have a few questions on my mind about certain things. I defenitely feel as though i need to get away and ( Read more... )

Man, what a slow day. I miss going to school and studying 5 hours straight. At least then my brain was being put to good use. At least then i felt productive. Well really i dont have any right to complain. I could always read a book, or work out. But noooooo!!! I have to sit on the computer for hours without end staring blankly at my screen waiting ( Read more... )

Today i had a really nice day with Garrett. We had lunch at Cheesecake Factory. OMG their ceaser salad rocks my knee socks off 0_o. Their food is always so Yummy that it makes me want to go to the chefs and give them all hugs!!! Hehehe. We ordered a Godiva cheesecake slice to go...mmm...it was sooo good. We hardly left the waiter any tip because ( Read more... )

At times like these the only peace i can find is by the thought of death. At times like these the world disgusts me. I cannot see myself living amognst such infested people. The world as we know it is dying. I already feel as though im an outcast, but at times like these, i feel as though i just dont want to be here, being a part of it ( Read more... )

Hmm, i think someone in my family died. I just listened to the messages on the machine, and one of them was from the mortuary. I dont think they call to advertise their buisiness. I wonder who it was? Probably my grandmother. Isnt it funny how life throws all this crap at you at once in an attempt to destroy you? Well.......at least finals are over ( Read more... )

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I decided to post my schedules up to make it easier on anyone wanting to see me. ::hint hint ( Read more... )

So christmas is coming. And its that time of the year where you can show me how much you care by getting me something *cough*. If you know me, you will know that im kidding. Or am I 0_o?!?!?! hehehe ( Read more... )