you call yourselfs all friends?

[zoierollie]

what can i say but ive relized one thing. everytime i hear about my friends it makes me frustrated. maybe because some judge me or tell others things that arnt true maybe cause i truely know none of them care about me. And i am not talking about friends who i truely hangout with or try to. others i cant but only can hold my emotions at a stand

Comments

[xhazeleyesx]

I think I can relate to that...ALOT.

[zoierollie]

...yeeeaa...

[xhazeleyesx]

what I can. lol. So other than the friendship stuff how ya doing!

[mad_hatter_beth]

That is shitty, I think You and Dayna are great for each other. Maybe you have changed, but seems for the better you know, like you're just growing up realizing what is important and what isn't. Put away all the excess baggage, you don't need it.

Above all else smile.

The truth...

[kerrsth]

I have said that i wished things were like the good old days, but i relized that was a lie... i dont want things like they used to be, im happy with my life, wiether your in it or not; thats your decision, i never said anything about "if you never met dayna everything would be better" My life is really good... i dont know if this entry was pointed towards me or others but i just had to get that out... i love you madie... i always will...but your life...is well...you life. I dont really care how your life ends up or who your with as long as your happy...if dayna makes you happy then thats great!
I dunno what else to say... i feel as if im acting like an asshole but im being truthful...
love ya,
mike

Re: The truth...

[zoierollie]

it was not pointed towards you what sparked it wasnt even any of my friendships and i had to get it out

DON'T GIVE IN MADIE!!!

[xdragongoddessx]

madie i love you i know you said this is directed toword the people you hang out with the most, but i know how you feel, jason is my life i never want to leave his side, but when amanda came down the see me i wanted her to meet all of my new friends, but she was bitchy about it. i understaind people cant stand to she there friends happy and eventualy we will all leave each other and get our own family life everyone does it, you know what i say.. i say FUCK EM because no matter what your not going to live with your best friend for the rest of your life your going to live with that someone you love thats want matters, dont break up with someone if they say they dont like the person. because the only thing that matters is that yo love that person no one else has to like them not even your parents.

love ya
ashley

Re: DON'T GIVE IN MADIE!!!

[xdragongoddessx]

oh and people change constently you dont notice it when your around them that much but you notice it when you move away and go visit them, or they come out a spend the day with you. when Amanda came up she was so rude at jasons party but we didnt have a choice to invite her because she was jacquis ride out, and i called you and you had something planed with Danya (which i dont care that you didnt come cause i know how you feel about her)i hate change, chang can shove it self up its own ass but in some cases its good,but change is a part of life everything changes, take a look at me and you when were really really close friends we drifted apart and yeah sure i would like thing to be the way they use too, but its cant happen so oh well we still talk your going to be my maid of honer in my wedding and sorry i already told jaqui she could be my childs godmother, but anyways i hope this helps. love yas

ashley

ashley