last night was horrible. i was sick of people telling me i was being a bitch just because i didn't feel like talking, and people kept asking me the same questions over and over again which made me feel like i was stupid because i kept giving the same "i don't know" answer. i blew up on kayla, which i'm so sorry for, so i just didn't talk to anyone ( Read more... )

i have almost best that i can in life,
i just don't know what's actually good for me.
i don't know what i've been doing/thinking lately
& i have no idea why i am acting the way that i am.

i'm leaving in a little over a week

i really hope this weekend will turn out better than last
especially it being my last weekend in Georgia for a while.

I want to lock myself in my room & listen to Billy Idol ( Read more... )

my sister told my mom that i threatened to cut her head off ( Read more... )

this very day, my freshman year, i gave one of my bestfriends a teddy bear for her 17th birthday. Today is her 20th birthday, and i still love her as much as i did then. Happy Birthday Sam ( Read more... )

I'm not the happiest girl this week.
I found out Mew is playing tonight.
I wish I would get better soon.

School's really stressing me out.
21 more days, Stephanie.

left-over chinese for breakfast. cool.

Friday after school-Hydroplanning in the pouring rain with BK in her truck. Bitchy parents.
Friday night-Kayla. Bitchy parents. No bff time. Cute little Larry.
I coughed up blood all night.

This morning-Yelled to get up at 9. Roadtrip to Griffin, Macon, & Henry Co. Bitchy parents. Didn't see anyone. Chinese & Scary movies ( Read more... )

Today's Jesse's 18th birthday. I have to admit, I've done pretty good not thinking about him ( Read more... )

i have no pants.

i have no cell phone.

i have no boy.

i do have a contagious yawn.

and a new guyfriend who laughs at my jokes.