Did I mention how fast this month is going?
Holllllyyy crap.
Can you believe it is less than ten days untill Christmas? Which means it is less than twenty days until new years eve! Whaattttt is going on, time?
I am just really nervous that this holiday is not going to go the right way. I mean, I do not think everyone realizes (and by everyone, i mean everyone I feel like I have talked to) Christmas is SO close. It didn't feel like this last year! I guess I need to listen to a few Christmas songs or something.
Another thing, I feel like I have not lost a pound! The fact that I can't go to the gym makes it a lot worse, too. And the fact that all my mom does is cook holiday crap. I just want to run non-stop untill I am the size I want to be. I am trying to eat right. Starting tomorrow, no exceptions, even if I have to eat nothing but carrots and soup. (I mean, eating right isn't that easy when your mom is baking three different kinds of cookies in the same room as you.)
Sam comes home this weekend and I know I will start working out twice a day everyday, if I can. Work is going to be non-stop too, but I will manage. I am sure Amanda will come with us, too!
On a brighter note, Someone sent me some of the funniest/creppiest myspace messages I have ever received today. Best messages ever!
Still very excited for the end of the month. Still very anxious!
Can you believe it is less than ten days untill Christmas? Which means it is less than twenty days until new years eve! Whaattttt is going on, time?
I am just really nervous that this holiday is not going to go the right way. I mean, I do not think everyone realizes (and by everyone, i mean everyone I feel like I have talked to) Christmas is SO close. It didn't feel like this last year! I guess I need to listen to a few Christmas songs or something.
Another thing, I feel like I have not lost a pound! The fact that I can't go to the gym makes it a lot worse, too. And the fact that all my mom does is cook holiday crap. I just want to run non-stop untill I am the size I want to be. I am trying to eat right. Starting tomorrow, no exceptions, even if I have to eat nothing but carrots and soup. (I mean, eating right isn't that easy when your mom is baking three different kinds of cookies in the same room as you.)
Sam comes home this weekend and I know I will start working out twice a day everyday, if I can. Work is going to be non-stop too, but I will manage. I am sure Amanda will come with us, too!
On a brighter note, Someone sent me some of the funniest/creppiest myspace messages I have ever received today. Best messages ever!
Still very excited for the end of the month. Still very anxious!