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PAST.
-last word you said: Oh dear.
-last song you sang: Cracker by ohGr.
-last thing you laughed at: Nigel lord_lucan telling me on MSN that Dave the Rave is going to be on the God channel. Apparently.
-last time you cried: I nearly cried while listening to "DaddyuWarbash" <333333 off the new Skinny Puppy album. I did cry a few hours ago while reading one of Count Von Sexbat's columns in Meltdown.
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: I have "Welt" by ohGr in the hifi, &"The Greater Wrong of the Right" by Skinny Puppy in the computer's CD player.
-what color socks are you wearing: Purple &black stripy ones.
-what's under your bed: What isn't under my bed? No, seriously; notebooks, clothes (in storage bags), CDs (in a shoebox), New Rock boots that I never wear but can't bear to part with.
-what time did you wake up today: Half eight, I had to be up for my Child Development exam.
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: Tattoist/writer/counsellor/in a band/all of the above.
-where are you going to live: Wherever feels like home/wherever I find myself.
-how many kids do you want: None at the moment, I want a life first if I do decide to have kids. Even then I'll adopt or foster; I don't see the point in making more babies when we have enough poor bairns already with nobody to love or take care of them.
-what kind of car will you drive: Whatever I feel like at the time.
.CURRENT.
-current hair: dark blue with HUUUUGE brown roots of d00m, &I have my fringe clipped back like a quiff, it's cute. :)
-current clothes: black &green stripy sleeveless top, black off the shoulder top on top of that, denim skirt, black pyramid studded belt, black suede boots.
-current jewelry: black wristband with white &pink stripes, silver bead necklace, black beaded bracelet.
-current annoyance: The fact that I have another exam on Friday.
-current smell: The night air/toast.
-current longing: Food. More specifically a nice fry up.
-current desktop picture: A still of Pinhead in Hellraiser 3 just before the nightclub massacre scene.
-current favorite music artist: Skinny Puppy/NIN/The Smiths, depending on the day &my mood at the time. They're my all time top three.
-current favorite book: Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk.
-current worry: Exams.
-current hate: Exams &uni.
-story behind your username: I liked the Murderdolls at the time. &zombies. &drag queens. Go figure.
-current favorite article of clothing: my denim miniskirt; I think I'll be buried in it, haha.
-favorite physical features on a person: Eyes, hair.
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: Do MSN convos count?
-i am happiest when: I'm with my friends.
-i feel lonely when: I get depressed &start wondering if I'll ever find true happiness &when I'm not with the people I love.
-favorite authors: George Orwell, Kahlil Gibran.
-do you think too much: All the time. I over analyse everything, which is good when you're writing a Psych paper, but it can get in the way of being happy &just living life.
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: I don't really know right now, I guess I'd say in my new house in Boro, but I don't think I've found where I feel comfortable &at home yet.
-famous person you have met: David Ryder Prangley from Rachel Stamp, Maxi &Robbie from King Adora, Mick Thompson from Slipknot.
-do you have any regrets: I do, but I try not to regret anything I do.
-sex or love: It depends on the situation, but I'd usually be more inclined to say love.
-favorite coffee: Tescos.
-favorite smell: Beer! Lol. Babydoll perfume, coffee, baking bread, grass/air after it's been raining.
-what makes you mad: The stupidity, ignorance &sheer boring-ness of people. How people are all so fucking dull &cliched when they could be wonderful.
-favorite way to waste time: Being online. :P
-what is your best quality: I'm very loyal &I'd do anything for the people I love.
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Probably falling down the stairs on my first day of college in front of my entire year group. Although that was more stupid than crazy.
-any bad habits: Yes. But I'm not telling.
-do you find it hard to trust people: I find it too easy to trust people, so I end up exagerrating the things they do &how much I think they've hurt me so I can have an excuse to hate them. It all comes down to my relationship with my dad I think, I try &I get hurt, so when someone hurts me I just close myself off &hate them so they hate me &we can never reconcile the relationship. It has NEVER worked. The main person who got the brunt of all my hatred &hostility wanted to make things up with me, &I really admire him for doing that, it took so much bravery &tolerance to do that. <3 &I'm sorry for being so horrible.
-last thing you bought yourself: The new Skinny Puppy album.
-bath or shower: Shower.
-favorite season: Summer.
-favorite color: Grey, silver, black, red, pink.
-favorite time of day: Evening, especially in summer.
-gold or silver: Silver.
-any secret crushes: I suppose so. ;)
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: Too many to count.
-do you wear a watch: Nope, I never do, I always use the clock on my phone.
-favorite trousers color: Any really. Except brown, I'm not too keen on anything brown.
-most expensive item of clothing: .
-most treasured: .
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: Some of them know me extremely well, some of them don't know me too well.
-what do they tend to be like: Wonderful.
-can you count on them: I can count on a lot of them.
-can they count on you: Yes.
.LAST.
-last book you read: Cabal by Clive Barker.
-last movie you saw: Hellbound; Hellraiser 2.
-last show you watched on tv: 10 Years Younger.
-last song you heard: DaddyuWarbash by Skinny Puppy.
-last thing you had to drink: Tea.
-last thing you ate: Toast.
-last time you showered: We don't have a shower. :P
-last time you smiled: Today.
-last time you laughed: Today.
-last person you hugged: I don't know, probably Dan when he was trying to tickle me in Pzazz on Saturday, haha.
-last person you talked to online: Nigel.
-last person you talked to on the phone: My mam.
.DO YOU.
-smoke: Nope.
-do drugs: Nope.
-drink alcohol: Yes.
-sleep with stuffed animals: Yes I do.
-have a dream that keeps coming back: I used to, but I think regular readers of my LJ will know about my bridge dreams by now.
-play an instrument: Bass, guitar.
-believe there is life on other planets: Yes.
-read the newspaper: Sometimes.
-have any gay or lesbian friends: Quite a few.
-believe in miracles: Yes.
-consider yourself tolerant: Of some things.
-consider police a friend or foe: Generally a foe. They don't care about the likes of me, nor do the government.
-like the taste of alcohol: It depends on the alcohol. :P
-believe in astrology: Not really, no, but I do read my horoscropes for fun sometimes. It's interesting to see if they ever relate to my life, but I don't take them seriously.
-believe in magic: Well, I don't know.
-pray: Yes I do.
-go to church: No, I'm not a Christian.
-have any secrets: Yes I do. &I sure do mean to keep 'em. ;)
-have any pets: Not yet, no. I'm thinking of getting some fish or perhaps a Russian dwarf hamster when I move to Boro.
-go or plan to attended university: I'm at uni. Only have one more exam on Friday to go, then I'm off to Teeside uni.
-talk to strangers: Sometimes.
-have any piercings: Yes. Seven.
-have any tattoos: Two, &soon to be three (on Tuesday).
-hate yourself: Nope.
-wish on stars: If I see a shooting one I'd make a wish.
-like your handwriting: I don't really pay much attention to it. It's quite nice though.
-believe in witches: Well, I believe in people who practice witchcraft/wicca, I used to be friends with a few people who were going to form a coven. Does that count?
-believe in ghosts: Well, I suppose so.
-believe in santa: I believe in Saint Nicholas.
-believe in the Easter bunny: Nope.
-believe in the tooth fairy: No.
-have a second family: Yes, they're called my friends.
-sing in the shower: I sing in the bath sometimes.
-last word you said: Oh dear.
-last song you sang: Cracker by ohGr.
-last thing you laughed at: Nigel lord_lucan telling me on MSN that Dave the Rave is going to be on the God channel. Apparently.
-last time you cried: I nearly cried while listening to "DaddyuWarbash" <333333 off the new Skinny Puppy album. I did cry a few hours ago while reading one of Count Von Sexbat's columns in Meltdown.
.PRESENT.
-what's in your cd player: I have "Welt" by ohGr in the hifi, &"The Greater Wrong of the Right" by Skinny Puppy in the computer's CD player.
-what color socks are you wearing: Purple &black stripy ones.
-what's under your bed: What isn't under my bed? No, seriously; notebooks, clothes (in storage bags), CDs (in a shoebox), New Rock boots that I never wear but can't bear to part with.
-what time did you wake up today: Half eight, I had to be up for my Child Development exam.
.FUTURE.
-what is your career going to be: Tattoist/writer/counsellor/in a band/all of the above.
-where are you going to live: Wherever feels like home/wherever I find myself.
-how many kids do you want: None at the moment, I want a life first if I do decide to have kids. Even then I'll adopt or foster; I don't see the point in making more babies when we have enough poor bairns already with nobody to love or take care of them.
-what kind of car will you drive: Whatever I feel like at the time.
.CURRENT.
-current hair: dark blue with HUUUUGE brown roots of d00m, &I have my fringe clipped back like a quiff, it's cute. :)
-current clothes: black &green stripy sleeveless top, black off the shoulder top on top of that, denim skirt, black pyramid studded belt, black suede boots.
-current jewelry: black wristband with white &pink stripes, silver bead necklace, black beaded bracelet.
-current annoyance: The fact that I have another exam on Friday.
-current smell: The night air/toast.
-current longing: Food. More specifically a nice fry up.
-current desktop picture: A still of Pinhead in Hellraiser 3 just before the nightclub massacre scene.
-current favorite music artist: Skinny Puppy/NIN/The Smiths, depending on the day &my mood at the time. They're my all time top three.
-current favorite book: Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk.
-current worry: Exams.
-current hate: Exams &uni.
-story behind your username: I liked the Murderdolls at the time. &zombies. &drag queens. Go figure.
-current favorite article of clothing: my denim miniskirt; I think I'll be buried in it, haha.
-favorite physical features on a person: Eyes, hair.
-line from the last thing you wrote to someone: Do MSN convos count?
-i am happiest when: I'm with my friends.
-i feel lonely when: I get depressed &start wondering if I'll ever find true happiness &when I'm not with the people I love.
-favorite authors: George Orwell, Kahlil Gibran.
-do you think too much: All the time. I over analyse everything, which is good when you're writing a Psych paper, but it can get in the way of being happy &just living life.
-if you could live anywhere in the world, where: I don't really know right now, I guess I'd say in my new house in Boro, but I don't think I've found where I feel comfortable &at home yet.
-famous person you have met: David Ryder Prangley from Rachel Stamp, Maxi &Robbie from King Adora, Mick Thompson from Slipknot.
-do you have any regrets: I do, but I try not to regret anything I do.
-sex or love: It depends on the situation, but I'd usually be more inclined to say love.
-favorite coffee: Tescos.
-favorite smell: Beer! Lol. Babydoll perfume, coffee, baking bread, grass/air after it's been raining.
-what makes you mad: The stupidity, ignorance &sheer boring-ness of people. How people are all so fucking dull &cliched when they could be wonderful.
-favorite way to waste time: Being online. :P
-what is your best quality: I'm very loyal &I'd do anything for the people I love.
-what's the craziest thing you have ever done: Probably falling down the stairs on my first day of college in front of my entire year group. Although that was more stupid than crazy.
-any bad habits: Yes. But I'm not telling.
-do you find it hard to trust people: I find it too easy to trust people, so I end up exagerrating the things they do &how much I think they've hurt me so I can have an excuse to hate them. It all comes down to my relationship with my dad I think, I try &I get hurt, so when someone hurts me I just close myself off &hate them so they hate me &we can never reconcile the relationship. It has NEVER worked. The main person who got the brunt of all my hatred &hostility wanted to make things up with me, &I really admire him for doing that, it took so much bravery &tolerance to do that. <3 &I'm sorry for being so horrible.
-last thing you bought yourself: The new Skinny Puppy album.
-bath or shower: Shower.
-favorite season: Summer.
-favorite color: Grey, silver, black, red, pink.
-favorite time of day: Evening, especially in summer.
-gold or silver: Silver.
-any secret crushes: I suppose so. ;)
.FASHION.
-how many coats and jackets do you own: Too many to count.
-do you wear a watch: Nope, I never do, I always use the clock on my phone.
-favorite trousers color: Any really. Except brown, I'm not too keen on anything brown.
-most expensive item of clothing: .
-most treasured: .
.YOUR FRIENDS.
-do your friends know you: Some of them know me extremely well, some of them don't know me too well.
-what do they tend to be like: Wonderful.
-can you count on them: I can count on a lot of them.
-can they count on you: Yes.
.LAST.
-last book you read: Cabal by Clive Barker.
-last movie you saw: Hellbound; Hellraiser 2.
-last show you watched on tv: 10 Years Younger.
-last song you heard: DaddyuWarbash by Skinny Puppy.
-last thing you had to drink: Tea.
-last thing you ate: Toast.
-last time you showered: We don't have a shower. :P
-last time you smiled: Today.
-last time you laughed: Today.
-last person you hugged: I don't know, probably Dan when he was trying to tickle me in Pzazz on Saturday, haha.
-last person you talked to online: Nigel.
-last person you talked to on the phone: My mam.
.DO YOU.
-smoke: Nope.
-do drugs: Nope.
-drink alcohol: Yes.
-sleep with stuffed animals: Yes I do.
-have a dream that keeps coming back: I used to, but I think regular readers of my LJ will know about my bridge dreams by now.
-play an instrument: Bass, guitar.
-believe there is life on other planets: Yes.
-read the newspaper: Sometimes.
-have any gay or lesbian friends: Quite a few.
-believe in miracles: Yes.
-consider yourself tolerant: Of some things.
-consider police a friend or foe: Generally a foe. They don't care about the likes of me, nor do the government.
-like the taste of alcohol: It depends on the alcohol. :P
-believe in astrology: Not really, no, but I do read my horoscropes for fun sometimes. It's interesting to see if they ever relate to my life, but I don't take them seriously.
-believe in magic: Well, I don't know.
-pray: Yes I do.
-go to church: No, I'm not a Christian.
-have any secrets: Yes I do. &I sure do mean to keep 'em. ;)
-have any pets: Not yet, no. I'm thinking of getting some fish or perhaps a Russian dwarf hamster when I move to Boro.
-go or plan to attended university: I'm at uni. Only have one more exam on Friday to go, then I'm off to Teeside uni.
-talk to strangers: Sometimes.
-have any piercings: Yes. Seven.
-have any tattoos: Two, &soon to be three (on Tuesday).
-hate yourself: Nope.
-wish on stars: If I see a shooting one I'd make a wish.
-like your handwriting: I don't really pay much attention to it. It's quite nice though.
-believe in witches: Well, I believe in people who practice witchcraft/wicca, I used to be friends with a few people who were going to form a coven. Does that count?
-believe in ghosts: Well, I suppose so.
-believe in santa: I believe in Saint Nicholas.
-believe in the Easter bunny: Nope.
-believe in the tooth fairy: No.
-have a second family: Yes, they're called my friends.
-sing in the shower: I sing in the bath sometimes.