Warning; rant of stupidness ahead.

[zombiedragqueen]

&I'm just going to whinge, overreact &generally talk crap throughout this, so I'm putting it behind a cut to save your friends list.

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[zombiedragqueen]

About the relationship thing, I don't NEED one, I know that, you should know that already, but all I want is just the chance, ONCE, to love someone who loves me. Cos I've never had that before, &it's alright for you to say I'm fine on my own, cos I am, but I'm just so fucking lonely sometimes &I just want to be loved by that one special person, just once. Do you understand what I mean?

You should know me better than that Kate, surely you realise I don't NEED a relationship &that I don't feel weak or pushed by society into having a relationship. Don't tar me with the same fucking brush as the pathetic little cows who want a man because they don't feel complete without one. I've only ever had one proper boyfriend, &even then that wasn't a proper relationship 'cos he didn't love me.

[zombiedragqueen]

Ugh, can we just drop this now? It's blatantly obvious nobody's going to love me, so let's just shut up about it, &don't try &make me feel better &say they will because I don't care anymore.

[puffin_of_doom]

The boat doesn't just come the once, angel. Take it from someone who's experienced in these matters. I've missed the boat dozens of times. *chuckles*

[zombiedragqueen]

Thanks. :)

[prince_adreena]

i hav felt like that bout life alot, but its not a bad thing, however i look at my younger friends who r in yr 11 at school and in the first year at college an i feel; envious of them bcause theyv had those happy times i never had and am only having now, therefor i cant taker them seriously bcause i know they havnt been throught the isolation and pain an shit etc that iv been through....so.............it gives me this sense of elitism where iknow that im better than them cos iv had 2 work 2 get 2 wer i am in life and they havnt, but it dus create alot of upset and gealousy of them i know, it just comes with the package.

[zombiedragqueen]

Yeh, I know what you mean. I just feel like there's all these opportunities that come your way &you need to grab them because they'll soon be gone. &I feel like they've gone &I never even got the chance to get near them.