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[zombiegirl]

today i cried a lot and felt stupid about it
i don't wanna leave the hospital when i go there, i wanna stay with her.

anyway, it just wasn't the best day i've had but it's all fine.
i won't let anything affect me anymore.

Comments

[superxio]

i agree.. hope you have better days soon. think happy thoughts..?:3

[ztajujubeeparis]

I'm sorry :( *hugs*. I agree with everyone else; just let it out, it hurts but it feels so much better afterwards. Best regards <3.

[lir]

this post and the one before it remind me of when my dad was sick years ago. the hospital had this smell that still makes me sick when i think of it. the smell was a combination of the stuff they used to clean the rooms and this lotion they kept putting on my dad's skin. a very sickly sweet smell that ruined my appetite, too.

my brother (who was only 9 then) and i would go for long walks under the cool trees and smell the tree smells and it made us feel better.

so that's my advice. after a hospital visit, go to the park, smell the trees, take off your shoes and feel the grass, soak up energy from the sun. and maybe try to carry some of all that to your grandma next time.

and if you feel like crying, cry and cry and don't feel stupid.