today, i learned a valuable lesson on the separation of social scenarios and workplace sanctity. i will never again cross that fucking line. peter and i are friends now, which is an amazing feat considering the insanity between us. i like him very much in this capacity and am determined to give the proverbial finger to any cock-sucking nay- ( Read more... )

...Hotdog-On-a-Stick Pepper Jack Cheese on a Stick, I thee wed.

daniel said my hair looks "awesome". phew.

in introducing my mother to mark evans, i have made possible the unholiest of unions. my mother is now mrs mark evans ( Read more... )

1 - indifference is a most subtle cruelty. to turn a blind eye when it is obvious one should do otherwise is wicked. rarely am i less than passionate about a specific subject. this, of course, takes it's toll at times. constant enthusiasm can be quite draining. however, i would not wish for another perspective ( Read more... )

going out with stacey and michael/meghan and evan/kat has left me with a sense of accomplishment. i love my friends very much and if you're not listed, you should be, as the anti-socials have run their course and i am on the fast track to recovery. all this in spite of running into peter harris and his new girlfriend, evelyn. awkward. very, ( Read more... )

ugh. exhausted beyond belief. sometimes, i get this wild notion that i am, oh, 17 or 18 and capable of all night talking-laughing-drinking-not-sleeping fests. and i am not. at least not when my alarm is set to crow me to life at 6 fucking 45. good god ( Read more... )

the shifting tides of luck are more erratic than ever, while perhaps i am less so. this may result directly from a need for stability ( Read more... )

i dropped my cellphone in the toilet. as i was cursing the introduction of indoor plumbing to the modern world, it regained power. the praising of the lord was epic. the fluctuations of the moods of boys are as erratic, if not more so, than my own. while the anger has receded greatly, i have yet to shake the frustration. frustration tends to ( Read more... )

apparently, i emit some sort of chemical, or perhaps a high frequency sound, to which assholes are drawn. or perhaps i simply harbor a deep-seated hatred of normalcy and sanity.

i am in a miserable, wretched mood. i am the pinnacle of abhorrence; a loathesome, vile bitch. i wish ill will upon every last soul.

fuck off.