Dad would have been 56 today. I would have called him. We would have talked. He would have asked how Ashton's doing. Tell me to blow on his belly a little for him. Maybe tickle his feet. We would have talked about our jobs being teachers, how they are the same, how they're different. We would have talked about Ashton's first birthday coming out.
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I understand your loss far too well...
But if you think about it- to feel so strongly means that he meant SO much to you- Missing him is loving him still. His loss helps you to not take for granted- everything around you that you have now- right down to the happy quiet sounds of your house when it is late and everyone is safe and asleep- to the delicious smells of morning and a new day... Kiss your family lots and take comfort in them.
Your Dad would not want you to feel so sad...
(Lovely post... it hits me deeply...)
XoxoxoX
J a n e
(Missing my mother and my cat...)
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I get so sad that my dad never even knew I was pregnant (I found out, literally, weeks after he died), and I wonder how he would have been with a grandson. God, I'm making my self sad again....
I'm taking your wonderful advice and I'm staying positive. thank you again for your comforting words. Reading it really did help me to feel better.
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I know it's probably all *normal* in the realm of healing.
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But, I can't say it enough....thank you.
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