Sigh. I just feel totally drained right now. I feel like I just care too much about other people, and others don't care about me. I try to do everything possible to help other people, but I can't save them. And when they seem to be fading away and they don't even care... what am I supposed to do then? I can't just let go and pretend like I don't ( Read more... )

Okay, read this if you want, or think it will help you. If not, feel free to scroll on by. :) A collection of a bunch of lists of alternatives to hurting yourself. Found from various websites. And it's not just typical things like "write about your feelings" or "talk to someone", it's also stuff like pouring warm red food coloring on yourself ( ( Read more... )

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Sooo....

Can we all just take a moment to marvel at the splendor and fantasticness that is

DUE DATE?!?!?!?!

I'm not perfect. Not even close. I'm not "cured", and I'm not 100% happy. I have a long way to go ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've seen you ( Read more... )

Loves:
-Snickerdoodle hot cocoa
-The new maple-scented home fragrance thing my mom bought.
-Italian food. <33 ( Read more... )