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So....major breakthrough on this whole break-up situation. I've come to the realization that what I really miss is having someone to go to whenever needed. Just to know that they are always there for you and love being with you. I miss just holding Deric. Knowing that I am safe in his arms. I think that is what I truly miss the most ( Read more... )

I'm doing a lot better now that the shock has set in about all of this. I think the reason I couldn't stop crying for 5 days was because it came as such a shock. It's not like I KNEW this was coming, or even had a TINY inkling that it could be coming. Nope, nothing. So, thats probably why it took so long for me to feel a little better about the ( Read more... )

Ok, so this is day 5 after breakup...everything was going very peachy today. Deric picked me up for school, drove me to school, even took me home after school, and I was perfectly fine. I thought it was all over and done with. But about an hour ago, I started really thinking about it again. As much as I hate to say so, everything is so different ( Read more... )

So...I thought I was doing better today. I even somewhat kept it together when I went to the bridal shower for Angela's wedding. But then it hit me when I was watching a movie and they explained what being in love meant. I swear to God, they went on about it for about 10 minutes. I almost lost it. And then one hour later....phone call. And wabam, I ( Read more... )

so it's been a LONG time since my last update. but tonight i really feel like updating. I need someone to talk to, and this livejournal is pretty much the only thing i can talk to. my parents just make me feel like more shit about what happened, and then there's the person who is ignoring me ( Read more... )

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So, I finally have photoshop!! yay! but it is a pain in the ass to use. boo. i'm still trying to figure out how to do the most basic things on it. oh boy ( Read more... )

I'm feeling somewhat weirded out right now ( Read more... )

Umm...so I'm so tired right now, but I haven't updated in a while so pshaw to being tired ( Read more... )