Comments | zoology: paranoia.

zoology

paranoia.

Nov 16, 2011 12:39

There really aren't that many things that I get scared about. There are things that make me nervous, for sure, but being legitimately terrified isn't a feeling I'm used to, except when I wake up from nightmares and the fear is irrational, subconscious. Even the earthquakes we've had recently give me a moment of nerves and then I typically shrug it ( Read more... )

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elevates November 17 2011, 00:44:49 UTC

it might sound silly, but maybe investing in a new smoke detector might ease your nerves? on another note, phantom odors can be a sign of a more serious medical condition--consult your doctor if you notice the smells away from home as well.

also, lucy. ♥

zoology November 17 2011, 00:47:12 UTC

Sigh, I'd have to get health insurance and a PCP first, but I'll work on that. Need to take better care of myself and all that crap.

FYI I miss you. If I come back to visit soon, let's please hang out.

elevates November 17 2011, 01:02:26 UTC

yes, definitely! i'm around pretty much all the time, and also on aim. though i'll for sure be out of town over new year's weekend.

zoology November 17 2011, 01:05:06 UTC

If I go it probably won't be until after NYE anyway. I have no idea, just a yearning to come back.

sassy_swervy November 17 2011, 05:40:16 UTC

Try to go see her. From my experience, I think you'll regret it if you don't. Anyway it's one thing you can address and doing so might help with some of the other stuff. <3

zoology November 17 2011, 19:06:49 UTC

Dude, in my experience I'll regret it if I don't, this has already happened to me before. But it's not simple to just buy a couple of plane tickets and fly six hours cross-country just to see my dog.

sassy_swervy November 18 2011, 02:01:32 UTC

Sorry, I realize that, I just meant to be supportive.

makahakat November 18 2011, 09:25:31 UTC

Sucks, I'm sorry :/. Sadie is getting suuuuuper old, I realized it last time I was at my parents house, and I was instantly like "omg i need to come see her more :(". Sucks that she is so far away :/. When would be the soonest you could see her if you didn't go this winter?

zoology November 18 2011, 09:29:23 UTC

I've been going during the end of March or April so far, which is a pretty decent time to go generally, but I also don't think I'll be able to afford to stay unemployed for that long. If I get a job it'll be a lot harder to take a trip to NY after just being hired, so. It's probably either winter or next summer.