PMS: the worst time to fill out job applications. "What are your best qualities relating to this position?" Blank blank blank. I have no idea, but if I don't get a new job soon, I run the risk of panic attacks.

Now I have to go off to the bank to make sure that my rent check can clear.

This is AFI's 100 Years 100 Movies list, and I think I'm going to try to tackle it this year. I have a pretty good start on it so far.

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I miss New York. I don't want to go back there to live yet, I don't have any desire to land myself inextricably back in the city, but I want to visit for a while. I miss having a city that I am intimately familiar with, even if sometimes every day on the street there was a battle. I miss my friends from there who I haven't seen in too long. I miss ( Read more... )

Today has turned into force-Zoe-to-confront-her-failures day. I'm a fucking antisocial flake, I'm well aware of this. I like myself perfectly fine the way I am. I love my friends, I try to do what I can to make them happy, but I have spent half my life torturing myself to try to live up to expectations from everyone, including myself, that leave me ( Read more... )

UGH UGH UGH. One of my old favorite restaurants in Union Square from my childhood -- I used to go there all the time in middle school -- is now a fucking TGI Fridays. WHY. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT, NEW YORK.

we grew up here together like sisters ( Read more... )

Hooray for my crappy camera phone and Demi's car.


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Need to sleep so I can feel better, can't sleep because I'm too sore and achy. My entire lower back is seizing up and feels like spikes are being driven through my pelvis, and my neck is stiff enough that I can't turn my head properly to either side. Sup painful dilemma ( Read more... )

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I rarely read the news, which is undoubtedly a bad thing for a person who likes to claim a certain amount of informed awareness, but occasionally I end up glancing over a few international bulletins and always end up regretting it.