I dunno why but I feel really loved right now. And I'm in a predicament about boys right now. Question to everyone....is a guy who just turned 18 too old for me? Cuz 18 sounds all old but he doesn't really seem like it. Please post! I want to be held (and even cuddle) right now. Stupid month of February. arg.

So I haven't disappeared completely, just haven't updated and been online n junk. So now I' in system applications and I'm trying to update without sayin too much cuz everybody is walking around n crap. SO I guess I am doing ok, better than most these days. I think I have that winter depression where you get all sad when it's not sunny and it's ( Read more... )

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No body is perfect. I am nobody, therefore, I am
perfect...........................................................who
were your parents? Barbie and Ken? you're a
sweetheart and compassionate and maybe a little
naive but it's only the mean people that take
advantage of you're sweet nature. you make so
many people happy, your like a walking teddy
bear. ( Read more... )

It seems like the holidays really take a toll on everybody. And I mean everybody. And just reading everybody's entries that are plagued with drama tragedy and things that really need help. Oh God. And I was bitchin about my life, and then I read other stuff and I'm just baffled that I even cared about such insignificant things. How stupid am I. Grr ( Read more... )

She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D.


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I hope I can actually read this! This is a pimp color...now if someone tries to peep they can't read it...cuz I can't read it! Anywho, happy birthday to Jesus (supposedly) and yay for the holiday that originated frm it. We just need an excuse to spend too much money and be giving and caring n crap. But why can't we do that all year round? Why just ( Read more... )

Well today was a pretty nice day, I decided to shower & eat lunch at 11:30 and got to work at 12:07 so I did good. And I worked from open to close, which is 6 hours, but it didn't feel like it at all. I worked with Jaymie and Dean who are brother & sister and twenty-something so they were fun to work with. And watch too cuz they would bicker and it ( Read more... )

Maybe the title of the song is true. I am totally distant from myself, like I'm changing so rapidly it's weird. I'm knda thrown into a new whirlwind of things that I didn't care about until now and I'm just different. It's hard to watch those who meant so much to you sorda disappear. It's probly hard for them to watch me slip away (I hope..) but ( Read more... )

My previous entry was reallt stupid, I just read it. But I think I was just tring to get my driving frustrations out. I really have no concept of time this week, which is kinda bad since I have 4 tardies in my first period. I've shopped for my family so far and found the perfect things although not at the perfect price. So sorry to most of my ( Read more... )