I think that I am not myself anymore. 'Myself' is floating around looking for another one's 'self'. I know who that other 'self' is. I don't feel the same. I see a couple, and I want to crawl into a little hole and cry. My best friend is going for a guy that she knows is good...and it kills me that they're both so shy like Muhammad and I when we ( Read more... )

Far Away ( Read more... )

It's been a year...exactly. This morning a year ago, I went to my English class to find tears, despair. I realized the empty desk and didnt want to believe it. I couldnt handle it. I had heard about Lauren after the flag competition Friday night, but I had just heard that she was hurt. I called up my youth group and asked for everyone to pray for ( Read more... )

Muhammad Ismail Karboji, listen up.

We have to be strong. Please, baby. I'm suffering over here too. We both are, and we both need to be strong. Please, just give it some time. We will be together in 113 days, I promise you, you already know that. I know we have our down days, everyone has them, baby, and we can't do anything about it. We just can' ( Read more... )

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I need everyone's help, how do you post friggin pictures with an LJ cut? I can't find the damn cut anymore, wtf? aagh help me!!!

all I have to say is that I feel sorry for riverside jazz band
haha they had to stand in the freezing cold wind and play at a car dealership yesterday ^-^
it was funneh
but they were cold poor kids
oh well it was still funny
people are barely finding out that I'm out of the band. goes to show you that there are too many people in the band to count ( Read more... )

Grey's Anatomy did NOT, I repeat, did NOT just end. There is too much going on for it to end. IT DID NOT END!! AAAAAAGHHHH!!!! Hannah slipped her hand out and Meredith just put her hand in a split second after her....what could be worse? Now Derek is doing brain surgery on Miranda's husband while she is in labor and they call a code black...oh my ( Read more... )

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