[FIC] 365 Days Ago You Said Three Words [Drabble]
Title: 365 Days Ago You Said Three Words
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: short
Author: zorata
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Junsu is about to leave Yoochun. Will three words hold them together, or break them apart?
Might make more sense to read this first:
1825 Days Ago
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Yoochun reread for the fifth time the email he sent to Junsu two days ago.
Junsu,
It's been a month now. A month of you avoiding me, ignoring my calls, and most importantly, breaking my heart.
I apologize for being so harsh that time. I'm really sorry Junsu-ah. I really didn't mean to say all those things to you that time, but I just don't want you be half way across the world. I know it's a great opportunity for you, but there are prestigious universities in Korea too! I don't want to be away from you, not even for a moment. I can't live without you.
I beg you. Please stay. I love you. I don't know how else to express how much I need you except with these three words.
I love you. I love you so much.
Please stay with me if you love me too?
Yoochun
Yoochun sighed as he continued to refresh his inbox. Junsu would be going to America the next day. If there were not more replies, would that mean Junsu didn't love him anymore? Just before Yoochun gave up refreshing, there was a new email.
Yoochun breathed deeply as he moved the shaky cursor to the link.
Yoochun,
Meet me at the university entrance at 9:00 sharp tomorrow. I have three words to tell you.
Junsu
Yoochun had a wide grin plastered onto his face. Junsu replied. Albeit a little short, but still a reply nevertheless. Would he be forgiven? Would Junsu stay?
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Yoochun got to the school entrance the next day early, yet Junsu was already waiting for him. Yoochun eagerly jogged up to his lover.
"Junsu-ah! You're even earlier than--" Yoochun stopped when he noticed the luggage behind Junsu. "You...you are going...?"
Junsu stared at the ground to avoid Yoochun's accusing glare. "Yoochun-ah...I'm sorry...but you know how important this is to me right?"
Yoochun tried to fight his tears back. "I know. I know exactly how much your dream means to you. But what about us?! What about me?! Am I not important to you too?!"
"It's not like that!" Junsu faced Yoochun with equally teary eyes. "Don't you remember what we promised each other three years ago? That we would support each other no matter what! Why can't you support me on this?!"
"I'm sick of people leaving me behind! First my dad, then my mom, and now you too?! You want support right? Then I'll support you. Go! Go to your America and never come back!"
Junsu opened his mouth to say something, anything, but no sound came out. He tried again, but was interrupted by the honk of a car. The taxi he called to pick him up arrived.
"Just go..." Yoochun turned around to hide the tears streaming down his face. "Don't miss your flight..."
Junsu stared at Yoochun shaking back. "Yoochun-ah...I won't forget our promise. I...I am sorry..."
Yoochun didn't turn around until he heard the car drove off. At that moment, he didn't care he was at the middle of street, in front of a populated campus. He slumped against the wall of the entrance and broke down into sobs.
I am sorry.
I love you.
Both were three words, but meant the world's difference to Yoochun. He didn't say 'I love you'. He said 'I am sorry'. He won't forget our promise, but are we still lovers? Does he still love me?
Yoochun was confused. He didn't know what to think. And when a voice came from right above him, he got more confused.
"Excuse me...are you...alright?"
Yoochun looked up.
That was the first time he meet Kim Jaejoong.
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THE END
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A/N: This is to explain the yoosu relationship a bit more to clarify things up. Hope you enjoyed it =D Thanks for reading!
Pairings: Yoosu
Length: short
Author: zorata
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Summary: Junsu is about to leave Yoochun. Will three words hold them together, or break them apart?
Might make more sense to read this first:
1825 Days Ago
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Yoochun reread for the fifth time the email he sent to Junsu two days ago.
Junsu,
It's been a month now. A month of you avoiding me, ignoring my calls, and most importantly, breaking my heart.
I apologize for being so harsh that time. I'm really sorry Junsu-ah. I really didn't mean to say all those things to you that time, but I just don't want you be half way across the world. I know it's a great opportunity for you, but there are prestigious universities in Korea too! I don't want to be away from you, not even for a moment. I can't live without you.
I beg you. Please stay. I love you. I don't know how else to express how much I need you except with these three words.
I love you. I love you so much.
Please stay with me if you love me too?
Yoochun
Yoochun sighed as he continued to refresh his inbox. Junsu would be going to America the next day. If there were not more replies, would that mean Junsu didn't love him anymore? Just before Yoochun gave up refreshing, there was a new email.
Yoochun breathed deeply as he moved the shaky cursor to the link.
Yoochun,
Meet me at the university entrance at 9:00 sharp tomorrow. I have three words to tell you.
Junsu
Yoochun had a wide grin plastered onto his face. Junsu replied. Albeit a little short, but still a reply nevertheless. Would he be forgiven? Would Junsu stay?
---
Yoochun got to the school entrance the next day early, yet Junsu was already waiting for him. Yoochun eagerly jogged up to his lover.
"Junsu-ah! You're even earlier than--" Yoochun stopped when he noticed the luggage behind Junsu. "You...you are going...?"
Junsu stared at the ground to avoid Yoochun's accusing glare. "Yoochun-ah...I'm sorry...but you know how important this is to me right?"
Yoochun tried to fight his tears back. "I know. I know exactly how much your dream means to you. But what about us?! What about me?! Am I not important to you too?!"
"It's not like that!" Junsu faced Yoochun with equally teary eyes. "Don't you remember what we promised each other three years ago? That we would support each other no matter what! Why can't you support me on this?!"
"I'm sick of people leaving me behind! First my dad, then my mom, and now you too?! You want support right? Then I'll support you. Go! Go to your America and never come back!"
Junsu opened his mouth to say something, anything, but no sound came out. He tried again, but was interrupted by the honk of a car. The taxi he called to pick him up arrived.
"Just go..." Yoochun turned around to hide the tears streaming down his face. "Don't miss your flight..."
Junsu stared at Yoochun shaking back. "Yoochun-ah...I won't forget our promise. I...I am sorry..."
Yoochun didn't turn around until he heard the car drove off. At that moment, he didn't care he was at the middle of street, in front of a populated campus. He slumped against the wall of the entrance and broke down into sobs.
I am sorry.
I love you.
Both were three words, but meant the world's difference to Yoochun. He didn't say 'I love you'. He said 'I am sorry'. He won't forget our promise, but are we still lovers? Does he still love me?
Yoochun was confused. He didn't know what to think. And when a voice came from right above him, he got more confused.
"Excuse me...are you...alright?"
Yoochun looked up.
That was the first time he meet Kim Jaejoong.
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THE END
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A/N: This is to explain the yoosu relationship a bit more to clarify things up. Hope you enjoyed it =D Thanks for reading!