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Can't sleep. Feeling way crappiy - ironically just when I was feeling much better in general, now this.
Sorry for the lack of updates - I feel more and more like people just think I complain, and don't care about them, only about myself..., so I figured that by not posting, maybe people wouldn't think that about me. I can't believe that it is true, but hey, I'm losing sleep over it.
Also, it seems I have been unintentionally pissing people off... I had no idea I have suddenly become so offensive... so if I have offended you, I didn't mean it. Honestly, I didn't. I don't like confrontations, and I do all I can to exist without pissing people off. And, I am sorry if this post pisses you off... if so, remove me from your friends list if you honestly don't want to deal with me. I don't want to have to put you through anything you don't want to be put through. Or, if nothing else, don't click on the LJ-cut links. Then, I won't piss you off.
I am just so incredibly honestly baffled as to why people hate co-existing with me all of a sudden this month.
I feel like giving up on people. Last night especially, I was thinking that I could avoid all (or almost all) of people's problems with me by becoming entirely self-sufficient, if not seeing a therapist, and not talking to people unless they talk to me. But that is a stupid solution, if a "solution" at all.
So if I have pissed you off unintentionally, TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO! Don't, please don't stop being my friend or take me off my friend's list, or anything, and if you must, TELL ME what I did wrong. Thanks.