Just as i thought everything was settled and i had nothing to be stressed out about anymore, right when i started sleeping again, it all blows up in my face, and one of the things i am scared of most, just shows up. Yes, i figured it would happen eventually, and thought i was prepared for him returning. But i guess you cant mentally prepare ( Read more... )

Im not going to write about my 2004, sorry to dissapoint you all.. though i would like to say that it has been different, and i hope 2005 brings as much change in my life and yours as the years before.. since without change, good or bad, life would be incredibly dull.. happy new year to you all..

Ben

im so broke, thank god i get paid on the 24th.. i just LOVE christmas.. well, its good on christmas day, but the couple weeks before are hell..

p.s. merry christmas

Today is not Thursday..

so, decided school is a definite for september.. what isn't definite is where and what ill be going for, thinking graphic design, but that could change, ive always talked about going for it, and have been playing around with countless programs for years, oh, and enjoy doing it.. so it might be an idea.. where? i need some suggestions, also i will ( Read more... )

weirdest dream ive had in a long time.. well, 90% of the time i dont remember my dreams, but this time.. its unforgetable ( Read more... )

well, its december 1st.. which means its time start thinking of what to get people for christmas, which in turn means christmas shopping. which also means, grumpy Ben ( Read more... )

apparently i only sleep 6 nights a week.. its kinda weird, but i havent slept at all, and im wide awake.. same thing happened last week.. slept maybe for an hour, then wide awake.. im sure it will catch up to me at some point, but i guess for now im getting enough sleep for me to be able to skip a night...

ive decided i hate rogers.. i need i new cellphone company.

getting home from work at 6:30am is the weirdest feeling.. the first sign of the sunrise, tired and grumpy people making their way to work.. anyways, the scary part is, i havent been this awake in a long time.. i think i was meant for being awake at night.. now i have to figure out wether or not to go to sleep now, or later.. either way, its just a ( Read more... )