to an old friend:

today...i hope you remember what today is.
if you ever want to move my rearview mirror,
feed the fish and those asshole ducks,
go on a mcdonalds binge,
or watch fresh prince and roseanne,
i'll be here.

i miss our friendship.

love,
the old me.

what's that?! an artificial heart valve?!

i watch my neighbor's kid play with his shotgun in the street
i think i'll blaze all day and marvel at the mass of food i eat

bahaha!

oh geez.
i can't sleep.
tonight was fun, fireworks battle. pretty righteous.
im getting antsy about moving to auburn. i can't wait to get down there, meet new people, maybe meet a new person.
that's what i need.
i remember why there are seldom nights like this.everythings fun until your alone.
but i could be worse off. i am glad.

to a lot of people:
you dont have to be fuckholes to me. i didnt do anything to you. and you probably don't even know what has been going on.
i'm glad i have real friends.

off to auburn.

im turning over a new leaf.
but not for anyone this time, for myself.
i hate most of the person i've become.
it just sucks i had to lose something i love so much to realize it.
ill be back.
i promise.

six flags next week?
anyone?

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Dear Anthony,
let the past be the past, it's over with. you have a million things going for you right now. just keep at it. things will get better.
love,
yourself.

i want to move down to auburn right now.
and i want everyone i like to come with me.
i have a feeling, even when i move, i will not be able to get rid of this bullshit.
blah.
i can't wait to meet some new people who know nothing about me.

edit:
3:22 and i cant sleep. bad idea. stupid. hungry. thinking. blah.
and...
happy fuckin birthday keith.