I don't understand guys. Seriously. They obviously like you and everything, but when you ask them to hang out with you they say 'yeah sure i'll be there' and they never show up. never call you and tell you that they aren't going to show up. then the next time they see you they are excited about it and all. Makes no fuckin sense. I swear. I guess I' ( Read more... )

I got another kiss from Derek :D

Oh yeah I got really really trashed lastnight and it was fantastic. More tomorrow........

I'm feeling better tonight.

I went to Derek's work and sat in the parking lot debating weather I should go in or not. Then he came out to smoke and I just screamed his name. he came right up to me and hugged me. :) I'm like a school girl with a crush. *sigh* I miss being around him even though I have only really hung out with him once. I luv the ( Read more... )

I'm......I'm feeling really lonely.

I just don't know whats going on.

I feel......thats just it...I don't feel.

Derek came over lastnight. :)

I have heartburn really bad....damn pizza.

I got a car today! 1996, 2 door, black, Mitsubishi Eclipse. Its pretty! Its used, but its good. I have one picture which is crappy, but I didn't have time to take a good picture. I'll take one later. Its going to be like my sunglasses and cellphone. Can't live without them and no one gets to touch them! ( Read more... )

So I worked my last day and it was alright. My head hurt and I felt sick. So I was in a crumy mood. I came home and just sat around with the mates. Christina and I got to paint my dvd stand. I spray painted it black Sunday night then today we took art paint and just did whatever. Its not all done, but I think I like it the way it is. I wrote a lot ( Read more... )

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So I have to pack today....I'm getting there almost. I came into my room and now I'm sitting here thinking of where to fuckin start. I have so much shit in here I swear. I'm throwing a lot of stuff away because I'm thinking its time to get rid of it. I want to put the rest of my DVD's away, but I still have til Monday so I'm thinking thats the last ( Read more... )