you were my soldier ( Read more... )

I miss you again.

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I fucking hate this.

I've been making up excuses not to hang out with you for months now.  I have no desire to. I have a boyfriend that's pretty much perfect...sometimes. but I definitely wouldn't cheat on him. but after all this time, all these days of you bugging me and annoying the shit out of me, you have a girlfriend? uuhhhhh. way to be a scumbag ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna lie, it was weird reminiscing with you today. the days we went camping, the days spent at your house, your family and how much they all love me.....I miss my best friend.

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
while I'm still here so hung up on you.

Nothing is real
and I want you to ( Read more... )

On the contrary, I don't give a flying fuuuuuck, I was just stating a fact, and obviously it bothered you if you tweaked like that. whatevz ( Read more... )

I keep getting so close. The only thing I even want right now is to get my best friend back. I've been defending you for the past 3 months, but we've been in complete silence, with the exception of you asking me out to chinese and saying you wanted everything to go back to the way it was. You were so much more than a boyfriend, we were best friends ( Read more... )

The second I walked through the doors, I felt like this huge bubble in my head was about to explode. That bubble that's filled with stress, sins, all that fucked up shit, and I'd be care free for a split second of my life. But then I walked through the other door, and saw the woman smiling at me. I was taking care of one thing I've done wrong, I ( Read more... )

 Since I've met Nick, I've felt like a completely different person. I have different thoughts, dream different dreams, I have different goals set for myself, and I'm doing a lot better. I smoke less cigarettes, and I do more school work. I spend most of my time playing guitar hero with my 7 year old niece, because I don't want to hang out with the ( Read more... )