my life sux

[zsanette]

well, I almost got put in the hospital today.. cuz I was really stressed out about the thing with sam and dene ... cuz ya kno .. i cut again .. there will be no more or I will be put in the hospital, ... I don't kno what to do with myself, I kno what to do to be happy, but I really don't want to do that right now..switched over from cuting to

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[_alreadydead]

Hey Zsa, I found your journal while looking for someone else's. Its Rach. As far as advice. For once your gonna have to think about YOURSELF not Dene. I know that sounds hard. Ive had the same type of situation. But really,your happiness should be important to you. And Dene will have to learn to be happy her own way. For years Ive strived to make everyone else happy by not telling anyone how I feel but Ive come to realize that yanno I need to be happy for ME. Or else I'll never get better. I'm glad your not cutting. Even thou smoking isnt that great either..heh Im considering starting to do acid myself. Dont know. But anywho lylas *hugz*
<3Rach