Comments | zspark2burn: tooo f***ing scared

zspark2burn

tooo f***ing scared

Nov 11, 2005 00:01

havent been doing anything but DYING in my damn classes. went to go see the show at cedar....well i actually ended up working lights and shit at the end b/c omar's lazy....still love him but he's really Freaking lazy. went to eat at Choo Choo with Lu, Kaelan, and Becky. Then went to the club with Becky. worked and worked last weekend i got $150 ( Read more... )

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schiavona November 11 2005, 05:56:57 UTC

I do believe that emotions are unable to be controlled. Fate does not exist and its because everything we do affects us later on.

Don't forget that things like the Butterfly effect are probably real. You know, a butterfly flapping its wings can create a typhoon/hurricane? That sort of thing.

I do believe that if you like someone you should tell them. Communication will help, Izzy.

zspark2burn November 12 2005, 23:10:51 UTC

hmm...that is very strong man really it is thnx for that. It not just liking anyone in general...besides i told myself i wouldn't hurt myself like that again....but its the fact that i am just so lonely lately you know...O well, I wont let my feelings get to me that much. Awesome phylosiphy tho.

adamatomic41 November 11 2005, 20:48:50 UTC

I have to agree that fate probably does not exist. I think what happens is a result of our choices, although I could be wrong.

Don't feel so bad about not having anyone; I can't even get skanky girls to sleep with me. Sometimes I think I want to do the whole girlfriend thing again, but then I remind myself of all the things that suck and are a pain in the ass about it. I dunno, it helps me.

zspark2burn November 12 2005, 23:12:42 UTC

i try to think of that stuff too but then the memory of being happy with someone just overtakes the memory with being sad with someone. Damn so many things in this damn life that i dont understand....I hate being alone!

irukamomoko November 12 2005, 10:27:38 UTC

what did I say??????????????????????????????????

zspark2burn November 12 2005, 23:09:02 UTC

sigh** right before i went to my "class" remember...what you said that I didn't even comment on....because I didn't know how to respond to it but I got to thinking about it for a while and I dont agree with you...

irukamomoko November 13 2005, 09:33:14 UTC

????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

zspark2burn November 13 2005, 09:57:10 UTC

nvm....sigh** tell you monday or something

shoeshine87 November 12 2005, 17:04:32 UTC

fate the word came with a big question mark... sigh. i do not want to believe in fate, but sometimes it is just too hard not to blieve.

zspark2burn November 12 2005, 23:11:33 UTC

Hmm.......seems like you think about the same shit i think about my friend...we have the same shit going through our minds.....sad isnt it

Hm. anonymous November 17 2005, 21:07:45 UTC

It's mostly a question of how you define "fate." The intended meaning behind its colloquial usage varies immensely. Some people think (and I *think* this is what you mean to be saying, and others appear to be responding to) it's some kind of metaphysical and/or spiritualistic prescription, some kind of supernaturally ordained predisposition ( ... )