I relapsed Monday evening. I have not been sober since then. No one is talking to me and I don't know why. I feel like I'm in some fucked nightmare, trying to scream for help at the top of my lungs but no sound is coming out, no one can see me ( Read more... )

I'm sorry...

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No time for halfhearted goodbyes

And if tree’s could think, I believe I’d be a tree; not really of course, but everyone would have forgotten I am a girl, for I have not moved in years, only gotten taller.

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Because he took one look at me, and turned his head, after I swam for weeks to reach the shoreline where he lives. Then, soaking wet I stood in the doorway; looked down and saw that his bags were packed ( Read more... )

Oh God, am I too far gone now, to be victorious?

I'm sorry I wasted so much time, I'm so fucking sorry I can't be her.
Thanks for making it obvious, I'll have to pretend for a while
but I'll eventually teach my heart to stay calm and buried when I hear your name
and you won't mean a thing

This doesn't make any sense at all.

I seriously can't find the words to express what my life is right now. Every night, seams worse than the last, but each and every time...I'm lifted higher. It is absolutely mind blowing. I have a lot more to add, but for now, I'm goanna go do a little reading, it's a decent book I guess, about some guy who supposedly created the universe WHO'S ON ( Read more... )

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Dec 13 2006 11:39 AME.J, E.J ( Read more... )