school is OUT. i am so happy cause i know that i never have to see junior year again. its just gonna get harder. but its gonna get more fun at the same time.

i am frustrated. very frustrated and angry and instead of just being angry like a normal person im extremely sad. and it doesn't help that im leaving for a month and i will have no control ( Read more... )

i wish i could be certain things to certain people. i want to mean something to someone but it never ends up that way. im always unsatisfied. i started this week excited and its going the complete wrong direction. i really just want to be that person to you. or you. or someone else. but im not. never will be. and then i fuck up. i always fuck up ( Read more... )

STUPID MILKSHAKE SONG BE GONE FROM MY HEAD ( Read more... )

i love the smell of my house when it gets hot outside. its so welcoming and it reminds me of sleeping with the windows open after being in the sun all day. thats the best sleep you can have.

i also love my friends. they suprise me every day and theyre amazing in so many different ways. i love when i see a new side of them.

im in love.

this weekend was funnnn. and much needed. it felt like i was on vacation for a week. friday i babysat BOOO. saturday i worked then sat then went out and had a crazy night. it all started with a beer ball and how slifer dropped it out of his window...and how it crashed on me....and i was covered in beer...and i left my blanket covered in beer on top ( Read more... )

so ive decided that im jaded. im bored of people, classes, school, activities, etc. i just coast through life. i dont really react to anything. im basically dead. and i have so many things to improve but im completely unmotivated and burned out. COMPLETELY ( Read more... )

you know what i think the best thing in the world is?

drinking an orangina on a beautiful day like today. you can forget about everything and just drink your orangina...imagine!

ok so everyone is going to see a movie tonight. and i have to go to ORCHESTRA correction: DORKESTRA. ugh. and theyre seeing mean girls. i wanna go!

so this comment someone ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while. since then i had my bday celebration verrrrry fun and then we had prom which was more fun. very fun. yesterday i had my confirmation. that was good. then there was relay for life. amazing. i love relay for life cause people just let loose ( Read more... )

yup so i have a new boyfriend...hes an old man that works the parking pay thing at the newton-wellesley hospital...weve had an affair going for a while but its gotten pretty serious. i am IN LOVE. walking on clouds and everything. we have a routine. i pull up and say hello he says "how ahhhh yaaaahhh" and i say good thank you and yourself and he ( Read more... )

so far today has been good. i went to school blah. it was slifer's bday! twin. after school i went with bia shopping and we saw greeNOUGH on the way and i picked her up and she told us about her AWFUL day and i feel bad for her. many things happened to her. so we went to chestnut hill and were losers and looked at many a cute things at jasmine sola ( Read more... )