im in love. with the spring. and people. one person makes me mad still. and im concerned about another one. but the weather makes me forget. cant wait til i can chill outside til late. it will still be warm at night. good light music. costa rica. writing in short sentences is fun. i love mercer. shes the bomb diggity. haha fifth grade. prom is ( Read more... )

this week has been strange. i have been taking care of myself...aka going to sleep on time and showering at night so i dont have to wake up early. i organize everything around sleep. speaking of sleep...i am gonna have the best sleep tonight cause its raining, im dead ass tired, im clean as a whistle, i got to watch the real world, and im gonna ( Read more... )

howdy. havent seen ya in a while. so last weekend was fun. many memories at slifer's on saturday...too many to count. this weekend has been good. on thursday i had people over and they were rowdy but it was still fun...yes...even after the GP crashed it and pretended to be high...weirdos.  just kidding? friday was good. good friday. went to church ( Read more... )

today was april fool's day mwahahha. got you good paulina and ashley. sure...it wasnt THAT funny....but it was at the time. april fool's is good because people get to be mean and are excused for doing it.

this week has been so exhausting and tonight im so dead and heavy. and tomorrow i have to get up early and im not looking forward to it. grr. but ( Read more... )

the two kinds of people that suck the most:

• the people who you thought were there for you...through anything that time and again turn their back to you and your problems. the people who obviously dont think about your feelings no matter how many times youve listened to them.
• the people that you put so much energy, effort, time, and emotion into ( Read more... )

i noticed that when im pissed off i dont write in this thing. im a bottler...i like to bottle things up ( Read more... )

today was stressful for many reasons but i had a period of time when i was free from the stress. i was driving back from the hospital and there was a good song playing and even though there was this fat ass sequoia that was HORRIBLE at driving, i didnt lose my temper and have a road rage attack. it only got better when i say a dirty old man in the ( Read more... )

so no more bootleg for me...for now...i hope. god i miss track. i knew i would miss it but being outside watching everyone run around and having fun without me being able to do it is killing me. im just remembering last year and how much fun the meets were and being able to go home after working hard and pig out. now i have to be a loser and sit on ( Read more... )

so today when i was driving i had the urge to just completely smash into someone....is that bad ( Read more... )

i hope i dont have to see clarice today. i mean she smells bad. and shes a bitch. she asked me to go to youth group with her today and i lied and said id try to be there. i dont think i can stand being in a room with that girl. SHES AWFUL. hahaha im on the phone with her now and she has no idea that i hate her mwahaha.

alrighty i have so much ( Read more... )