Here ... in a manner of speaking

[zukosphoenix]

I know I'm an absent and sucky friend, but I hope you all understand that its been a little up and down for me lately

Comments

[em_rose483]

<3<3<3<3

I was pleasantly surprised to see a post from you at the top of my flist :)

Or do I have to come over there and write a fic?

Um... I hope this isn't an empty threat.

Sending loads of love to you!

[zukosphoenix]

Well, I did sign up for one, so I guess I do have to write a fic. So not an empty threat, which is maybe good, maybe bad.

Lots of love to you too babe!

[steinsgrrl]

Or do I have to come over there and write a fic?

I believe the appropriate answer to that is, "Duh!" lol I hope you do! <3

[zukosphoenix]

It appears that I shall be, cause I gotta give my Gustav some lovin'. <3

[shiny_elfriend]

Hey you! Glad to see a post. It sounds like you are on top of this more than you aren't, and that is a good thing! I agree you will probably help others if you talk about your process online. You are so eloquent and honest, I think a lot of people could benefit...as long as you are one of them, it's all good. *hugs you very much!*

[zukosphoenix]

Well, I might be on top of it, but I'm not sure that's a good place to be - reading about all this alcoholic family stuff ... roles, how kids adapt, all that? Is pissing me off. Not cause its wrong - its not - but because my parents ignorantly and selfishly caused a whole lot of issues for me and one conveniently, oh, died, and the other one is a lost case when it comes to admittal or coping. I find myself, actually angrier than ever and the memories are just flooding.

*hugs you too*

[fyredancer]

To anyone arguing on th_fanfic about the September prompts? Guys, don't.

Well said!

You don't haaaaaaave to write a fic, though we'd love it if you did, but more Gustav prompts are always, always, gratefully and happily welcomed. :D :D :D

Glad to see you checking in. <3

[zukosphoenix]

Thanks love. I guess I'm doing this thing, and I just hate to see people argue in fandom. Everyone has their own opinions on pairings and what have you, and that's how it is. Just respect each other and its all good. 98% do!

[vanillalatte88]

You sound good. :) Glad to see this. I think about you a lot. *hugs*

[zukosphoenix]

I don't know how good I am on a daily basis, but I'm trying. Thank you for thinking of me. *hugs back*