I really wanted this to be positive ....

[zukosphoenix]

... but I guess that's beyond me now. I was shamed for expressing myself earlier on FB, I feel like what I imagine literal shit feels like physically, and my mood is okay one second, then plummets. I don't know what's going on, but I honestly don't understand how the fuck I get up every day and function. I guess it's because all I do is functionWhy

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[lin4gondor]

I'm really sorry you were shamed on Facebook for sharing something you felt needed to be shared. I'm beginning to really dislike FB because people can't seem to be allowed to be themselves. It used to be the kind of place where you could think out loud and get a discussion going without being made fun of or lambasted for having a thought and actually saying something about it, but no more. I hardly say anything on there now, because I'm not sure what kind of response I'll get! Being treated with such disrespect is bound to make your mood bad, or worse if it was already suspect - and it's also not the kind of thing you can just get over in a minute once you've closed the internet browser. It's definitely hurtful. I wish you could feel safe sharing what you want to share wherever you want to share it! (((Hugs)))

[zukosphoenix]

Again, soooo late.

It is hard to know what to say there; I get away with more on FB than I should, but when people decide to judge me - or anyone else - it gets my temper up. I know that I judge - and harshly - but I largely keep it to myself, and I would never unleash judgment on someone I call friend. So I was angry, and depending on my mood, it got way more import in my mind than it deserved.

All my <3 to you.