oi... I wish.... errr... uhh.. breaks my fucking heart it does...

I just wrote something amazing here... something longwinded and thoughtfull, something I felt really proud of while rereading, It was about a certain someone from my past... I spent about an hour on the thing... then I deleted it ( Read more... )

my brain is mush

Too bad max and I aren't gay... I love playing music till I'm retarded ( Read more... )

woooooo I got my hump on... good hump too... bear hug sex is the best sex... athletics is not my cup o' tea...

Well last night was our first show in a bar... terrifying, exhilarating... you get free drinks when you play music :) um.... I just had a really good time... and got kinda drunk.. but better than that was going over to the bike shop afterwards and playing music with Max and Marcus ( Read more... )

played at bently's again last night... went alright, though it was hard to not scream and and play fast... I felt kinda restrained... and then I broke my g string in the first verse of the last song... what a shitty way to go out... I knew I shoulda put on new strings, that was my fault ( Read more... )

all clear!

ok successfully had no sex... I think she really digs me... we cuddled and back-rubbed talked and movie watched and shit but had no high school boob-grab make-out session... I think that's a good sign... ug.... so in love... such good pie from trader joes too ( Read more... )

ok.. so yesterday I lost all faith in the internet... blind date was a cruel cruel joke... ug... not fat my ass... not as fat as someone really really really fat... But TODAY my faith was restored... oooooo Liz is very cool... and 6'2 and lovafuckinly as hell... nice as hell... and we get to hangout again soon... woot... I'm so in love ( Read more... )