jeez i feel like ccrap!

[zuly1616]

wow! i just got an e-mail from javi and it made me realize alot of things. it's like everything was ok just a few weeks ago and then he started acting really funny. you know like right b4 thanksgiving. that i understood, and i figured he would get over it. then he continued acting funny and i finally got to talk to him last night at like 4am and we

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[xplosivekuren]

damn man i dont even know wat to say...that email got to me and hes not even my bf. Its funny how people take things for granted. Sometimes im like"fuk man i have tosee john everyday" and look at u..It really sucks that he's frustrated and u feel helpless. All i can tell u is to continue being his emotional support. He needs u as much as he says he doesnt want u to worry..its ok to feel sad girl, but just think that time is flying and if ur love is strong enough it will overcome ANYTHING..especially a senseless thing like time..

thanx

[zuly1616]

I actually feel really confident about our relationship. That's not what concerns me it's his freaking sanity I'm worried about. But we've talked a little more and I guess he's feeling a little better. He just relly wants to come home. And trust me... you never want to take your relationship for granted, as soon as he's gone you're gonna wish he was back.