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The following is a poem i wrote recently after a 6 hour period of meditation, during which i confronted myself about issues of self neglect. I grabbed a pen and started to write once I felt secure. This IS a very long and very strange poem. But i feel it might possibly give anyone the best idea, of who i am, that they can get. If this changes your ( Read more... )

Here we are again, Out with all our friends ( Read more... )

I miss having a warm feminine body to cuddle with, a rediculous amount...

Have you ever just REALLY wanted to be alone... just so you could be sad? i know this sounds pretty whiney and emotional, but, its how i feel... the sadness is sort of a comfort to me in times of craziness and confusion... it reminds me that i do still posess the ability to stop and think about something... Lately i've started remembering who i was ( Read more... )

So Shookie shaved his head for St. Baldricks... its an Irish Charity for children with cancer... the gusy who sponsored me donated and the hair will go to make wigs for children with cancer... pics are on the way....

Im terrible... my faith has been shaken... for no real reason... and i've become a joke... i'm the funny alcoholic guy that floats around... i'm very angry with myself... and i hurt... i'm not sure how to fix what i let break...

Eric

so unless i am mistaken, and given i have been up all nite working and am very tired so i could be, i will be recieveing a $1200 paycheck next friday that will be completely disposable... seeing as how i have paid off my insurqance and my rent and utilities... and my phone... which will be awesome... :)

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