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Jan 05, 2006 02:55

Okay, so I'm bored right? And I went through my hotmail account and found this folder with hundreds of letters from Stephen from when we were dating. Anyway, a lot of the stuff is completely lost in my memory. Like pregnancy scares and how we wrote pornographic letters to each other. Haha. Most of all I totally forgot how serious he was about us ( Read more... )

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marcellulite January 6 2006, 18:08:48 UTC

That's a sweet letter. You guys had some real pure shit...experiencing firsts WITH each other...that's intense...Just don't get back into something because you're comparing it to other, shittier, experiences...don't confuse things because he treats you better than the men you have experienced following him. And you've expressed how your insecurities have already taken apart of this, and then I wonder if that comes more into play than anything else. You wanna know what I really think? I think you've become dependent on men. Not completely, but you do thrive on that shit. Don't be that girl that's only "happy" when she has a boyfriend or something similar, because then you allow that to become a defining factor of who you are...and what's the point of that? Don't allow yourself to become so dependent on the feelings you receive from them to be the definition of who you are because then when shit does go down, you become...well, you and I both know what you become...don't be that girl. Don't be that girl that who has so much to offer the ( ... )

marcellulite January 6 2006, 18:09:45 UTC

Oh yeah and that Slug song is the shit.

zurcstatus January 7 2006, 05:45:37 UTC

I know exactly what you mean. I feel the same way. I've also become a lot more shallow since all this boy bullshit. Remember when we were talking about all those hella smart, funny girls who turned into superficial idiots when they started getting attention from boys between middle school and high school? That's what I feel like! I'm gonna try to backtrack from that shit as much as possible!!!!! And if I need to become a lesbian to do it...so be it--that's where you come in. HAHA! Speaking of which, I have some shit lined up for tomorrow and Sunday. You should come tomorrow though so we can go out and then look at apts. on Sunday. FOR SURE!
HEART!
Ali