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[zut_vous]

I have had a weird day. One I can't talk to anyone about because I get crap for feeling the way I do

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[darkenedminds]

Its going to be quite a year but you're going to get through it with the same fortitude and grace you've had since January. I hope that the people who give you crap can also realize the situation as a whole. Forgive me if my history is wrong, but didn't you find out about your pregnancy after breaking up/going on a break? News like that, and then the choice to raise Joshua yourself and alter your life plans around him cut a canyon, you know. And its not exactly easy to move on, find peace, whatever, when you go through that sort of thing. It'll happen, I promise, regardless of what role Matt continues to play in your/Joshua's lives, and I have nothing but respect for your goal for the next year. Our situations are worlds apart but I can tell you, having until this coming January to be just with Ray means the world to me and its been such an experience so far. I hate the be the advicey annoying mom on that list but seriously, the fun, growth, and rapid change/healing/rejuvenation is just beginning. Make a note to look back on