Shit's so thick you could stir it with a stick...

[zuzi82]

Warning, nonsense.

Yesterday and tonight have been bad, and today isn’t improving. I don’t know if it’s the heat that is worsening the anxiety symptoms (tachycardia, trembling, feeling faint, clenched throat…), but I’m not feeling well. Last night I slipped into a purging episode and I haven’t closed an eye all night.

Yesterday morning I was

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[tartatus]

Oh, bb - I'm so sorry! Can't imagine how you must feel. Hope you'll get better again. maybe spending day in a freezer would help...;) Today I read that there are 30 more days with weather like this...so...good if you get to hang around poo or so, but bad in the city. hope we will all survive it!

[zuzi82]

I *am* (quite literally) hanging around poo...even if I think you meant pool. I think I just need to spend sometime alone...right now I just came back from lunch at the DCA and I'm meeeeeltttinngggg. Still nervous, though.

How's the job thing going?

[tartatus]

Of course pool...blame it on the weather...:D

Yeah I got it, so I'm happy, but the distance is pissing me off. It's the most far shop in Prague from my house...after some time I'll try to transfer somewhere closer, because I have to be there at 6:30, so I have to get up around 5:00 ....kill me...

[zuzi82]

Hehe... I know, the heat kills brain cells.

Congratulations on landing the job, dear! H&M, huh? So you'll be selling clothes to skinny girls! Think about the money(do you have employers' discount too?...you'll have to get up early but think that you'll have also more to spend or put away and (not less important IMHO...) something to do during the day )... you could always sleep or read on the way there, if you're not driving...

[crimson_antics]

*hugs you*

[zuzi82]

*hugs back*

So...how are you doing? Is your boy already arrived? *wink wink*

[crimson_antics]

He is, he arrived Saturday *grin*.
And I'm fine, but sunburned :D.

So, are you feeling any better?

[zuzi82]

See, if you hadn't killed your aloe plant, now you could have him squish a leaf on your sunburn... *shakes head*

No, I'm not feeling any better, I'm feeling pretty chocked up and I really could use a massage. I'm heading off right now to see my doctor even if I now she won't be giving me any magic pill. We'll rely on the placebo effect of "I saw the doctor, I already feel better". If I could get some quality sleep, though...