Tonight my grandfather, whom I loved very much, passed away.
I'm very sad, and I wish I could be there for my mother now.

Actually, it's Wednesday.

Getting there.
My room is almost empty, I'm hungover, and I forgot to take any pictures of my brother's visit. But it was fun. Him and Meimei got along really well, which was good.

About a week left until Swa goes Canada for the fourth time.

I am very, very stressed out and I can't wait until this whole ordeal is over.
I shouldn't have booked that flight, it was reckless.

But now I have a brutal deadline, and I am responsible for it, so I have to fucking deal with it.
SIGH

Have I mentioned how much I seriously HATE packing?
All those teeny tiny things!
So many little fucking things!
And even though you throw them out, it still looks as though you did nothing, when you actually put a lot of work into it.
I wish I could just get all the furniture out of my room.
I think I will actually work on that this weekend.

HATE!! Fuck!
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Yeah ... I did pack a lot, but now my room is completely crowded with a gigantic box and all kinds of other boxes and cases and stuff ( Read more... )

Today I am feeling very positive ( Read more... )

My brother is coming to visit me next weekend on the 5th of February and I'm really looking forward to seeing him and have fun!

Komm in mein Boot ( Read more... )

Yesterday and today there's been a snowstorm here, and we've had more snow this winter than I've ever seen in Lübeck (apparently the biggest amount of snow for about 20 years ( Read more... )

I've been reconnecting with things from my childhood and youth, mainly through certain music and films. (Airheads, anyone ( Read more... )