Another computer lab entry, but this one is needed

[zypher]

Hey all, I know that lately I have been going through a lot of changes and I am well aware that some of you are concerned about me, worried about me, angry at me etc. etc. I am sorry to have done any of that to you. The reason for the change is that I have been dealing with issues from my past, and I have been dealing with my two sides. The side

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[_callingtears]

Glad you decided to tell everyone. It's better to have them know, I promise. If people freak out, then they're weird. Everyone goes through this (in varying severity) at SOME point in their lives, so hopefully people will understand.

[zypher]

Thanks, though after some time I may reveal all of the darkness within, but I think that will be saved for a later day and time.

[soundlyshounded]

emptyness is a very scary feeling. i also understand that an emotion pouring post helps too. just keep in mind that i love you and i wanna help u, so u should let me. it hurts that ur always there for me but i can never b there for u. but then again, i know i'm not casey, and if you want me to leave you alone, that's gonna b what i have 2 do. meh. i guess i prolly piss u off just as much as ne1 else. whatever it takes on my part, i want u 2 feel better, alright? so just tell me.

[zypher]

Thanks, and it's not really DDR people that bother me, I have been the most honest with them since I only really started to meet all of you lately, after I started changing.

[geekoman]

Th' nice thing about friends is that they'll take you for who you are, whatever that might be. If it's space you need, it's space they can give you. If it's comfort you need, they're there for you. If it's a twenty hour DDR marathon session you need, holy cats, why didn't you say so sooner.

In the end, a friend's a friend in fair weather or stormy, so like it or not, you're stuck with us at whatever distance you'd like us to be. And disappearing would likely lead to us hunting you down and forcing you to play DDR till your eyes are freestyling. SO THERE.

I guess it sorta goes without saying, but I too felt an emptiness inside me once. A motorcycle made it all better. If you've never experienced the untamed and free feeling of motorcycling... then man, you gotta get one, pronto. How motorcycles work their way into almost all of my comments and posts (that don't have to do with giving Bill heart attacks, heheh) I'll never know.

[zypher]

Thanks, Ride on Arcade Three a what what!

[ocfernan]

wow, i had no idea. hope the strength of friendships help get you through it, even the time when you feel like an island.

[zypher]

Thanks, I tend to hide these things fairly well from people.