This weekend is finally turning over and the work week will soon be in front of me. please insert frown face here ( Read more... )

so this weekend has been eventful to say the least. i slept a total of like 4 hours thus far since friday. yeap im back to what was at one time NORMAL BAH! not sure how long i can keep it up, but im having a blast. of course there is one thing missing. but its in his hands at this point. but im not waiting forever, or so i keep telling myself. ugh ( Read more... )

the days are freakishly different. yesterday was horrifyingly swift, and today i felt as if i was being scratched against a human sized cheese grater. every moment more painful than the last, while speaking to the calculated 5% of our 200,000 members who decide that someone is out to get them. as i try to tell the 200 morons that i speak to that ( Read more... )

so lately things have just been fucked. its ok though. everything seems to happen for a reason. sometimes to make a bond stronger, or maybe just to make someone stronger. either way. so im afraid ill have to disappoint all my friends who had such high hopes in me. yes i have slipped. i have fallen. and i like it. at first i didn't see how i was ( Read more... )

i need you...

im so pissed of right now i could probably beat up a(n) ufc fighter!!! gnhbrjlbhgrahnbgjknajkghnbraehnreankjgnbrahnbgrahnlkgranhgkraenhgkrea

and i just cant seem to keep my eyes shut. im so bored, i played wow til' the server was shut down for maintainence ... i searched every possible outlet of information dealing with sprint phones with keyboards for my undeniable craving for text messaging. looked at about 45289365487926 myspace pages, and looked up some old HS friends on FB. i dont ( Read more... )

for whatever reason... i stopped caring and it feels F*ing GREATgot to box this morning it felt releasing :D ( Read more... )

its pretty late
i cant sleep
i also cant stop crying

so i was at the pool for a few hours... and these extremly nerdy guys studying the differences between leadership and management as from the harvard books they were continuously referencing... decide they want to play vball... (water vball) so "whitey" the dude that looks albino is the first to get in complaining of the cold water... the rest of ( Read more... )