Drink it all away, numb it down to none ( Read more... )

i'm 21 now. woop woop.

fucking stupid livejournal. i don't even want to post cos it'll just be something along the lines of. i hate dudes and i hope they all die. the end.

In short. I'm actually feeling better. God puts people in our lives for a reason, and for that, I thank him greatly.

I met someone who honestly makes me feel like a person, and it's amazing. I don't feel so useless anymore.
I also don't feel like I need a beer all the time.

all in all it's been a wonderful week and a half.

&hearts

So today went well. I went down to the SCHC today to get hooked up with some help ( Read more... )

back on the starlite cafe. leave a message if you want a link.

&hearts

I just don't get it anymore ( Read more... )

I really hate the fact that i'm making too many mistakes ( Read more... )

I never update anymore. I'll make it brief.

Shit still sucks. Still miserable as fuck.
Drinking less & smoking more.
Brandon became my roommate.

Summers almost over. Thank god cos that means my 21st is right around the corner.

the end

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So yeah last night was a total blackout, don't remember shit kind of night. I think i'm going to stop drinking for awhile, or just not drink liquor ever again. No more Patron shots, or pounding a few shots of Jack or even martinis ( Read more... )