I had faith in people, until earlier today. After a disgusting display of neurosis i've decided that i'm done, completely. It's too bad though, cos there was so much potential for the both of us ( Read more... )

i'm feeling much better now.
things don't suck as much as i thought they would.

i lost friends
i gained friends
i learned a lesson i'll never forget.

and you, you're just like everyone else.

( closest thing to blood that I have )

it's been real nice this past week. even though i made yet another mistake.
andrea and jay have helped me through. the kids have helped me through, and you know what? I feel great.

boys night out coming soon.

ty and sara coming soon.

and the summer, oh this summer will be amazing.

may 18th bring my love back to me

things are looking good. except for the fact i've been having a little too much free time. i think i need to work, go to school, do something, because if i don't, i'll be an alcoholic for sure.

kill me now plzkthxbye

if you still read my lj comment, so I don't delete you, i'm downsizing my friends on hurrr.

went to maine.
chilled with the fam bam.
ate lots of seafood.
got tattooed.

the end

<3

fuck everyone who claims to be my friend. because you're a fucking liar and you deserve for something bad to happen to you. to show you how bad you need your friends when you're at your worst, and when they don't come to your beckoning call, I hope you swallow a bunch of pills and a case of beer and waste yourself ( Read more... )

ugh. so unhappy right now.

i could use some cheering up.
it's too bad I can't count on anyone.

I'm not so sure that I can handle this. I've quit smoking pot, and for what? For me to sit with a bunch of addicts that ruined their lives over drugs and alcohol? I really need the PA, but damn there's gotta be some ( Read more... )