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[zzany02]

i'm sick and it sucks. brandon called me, jen called me, ryan called me, tom called me, then ryan called again. geeeeeeeeez let this sistah get some rest! it's all good. i've been eating a little more than usual these past two days and i really hope i haven't gained back the five pounds i just lost! that'd make me mad. i never have new years

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[lena_beanz]

Rachel, first and foremost, I ADORE you and Ryan together. I love you both. And you have my respect TOTALLY. There's not too many people you could be referring to in this entry, I know I'm a part of this. You have to understand that Ryan is my best best BEST friend, and I care about him to no end and dont want to see him hurt, so naturally I look out for him, like any good friend should. I've NEVER told Ryan that I dont want you guys together. I've talked and consoled him when he was down, and acknowledged the points he made, and made some of my own, just as I've done with you NUMEROUS times when you and him have had issues. I dont want there to be any issues between us, so I really hope if there ARE any at this point that we'll be able to talk them out. I cant lose my zuh zuh zuh zany =/

[zzany02]

no, i could never lose you either. i truely, honestly, adore you. there's no way i could ever be mad at you. he was telling me how, obviously, his MOM haha is not serious about us and sometimes shows him off to girls even though um I EXHIST, and preston and theresa aren't so hunky dorey. but whatever they can kiss my cuban ass.
xoxo

[zzany02]

hahahaha
thank you dear ryan.

hey momma

[coxasaur]

Nobody would understand the relationship I'm in right now either.
But that's because for once I didn't go out looking for a guy that I thought someone else would approve of. I chose somebody that I actually connected with on a completely fucking surreal level.
Age difference doesnt mean shit. Age isn't always a function of maturity.

I like Ryan. I think he's a cool motherfucker with a big heart for you.
I like those sexy scrubby drug dealers, too. I want a real man who's seen the real world - and it can't be like anything else walking around on this earth. You know this like I know this.

It's your heart - who gives a shit what anybody else says, he's your boyfriend. Not theirs.

Take care girly!

Re: hey momma

[zzany02]

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thank you. truly, and yes he is my boyfriend and not theirs haha.
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