Shattered Love (Chapter 6)
Title: Shattered Love
Pairings: Yunjae & Yoosu
Genre: Angst, romance, drama
Rating: From PG to NC-17
Length 4/8
Summary: Things become slightly unstable in DBSK when Jaejoong asks for one night from Yunho.
Warnings: Mild cursing and a few rated scenes.
Chapters: ||1|| _||2|| _||3|| _||4|| _||5||
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“Jaejoong!”
Jaejong turned his head as the door to the hotel room opened, his large eyes filled with slight confusion as Siwon slipped past Yunho and moved forward to gather him into a strong hug.
“Siwon, it’s good to see you.” Jaejoong muttered, looking over the taller boy's shoulder to spot Yunho watching from the door with a looked of feigned disinterest.
“It feels like it’s been forever since I last saw you.” The younger boy laughed before placing a friendly kiss on Jaejoong's cheek.
“Aw, you guys are so cute.” Heechul laughed as he walked into the room and threw his arm around Yunho’s shoulders.
Jaejoong felt a spike of jealousy as Yunho slipped his hand around Heechul’s waist. He knew that Yunho was just returning a friendly gesture; he also knew that Heechul had a huge crush on Yunho.
As for Siwon, Jaejoong didn’t know what to think. He had always been close to the Super Junior member, but Siwon seemed to be acting unusually friendly towards him.
“Yeah…it’s been about half a year…I guess.” Jaejoong muttered, pulling out of Siwon’s grip, unsure of how to respond to the boy's kiss.
“Should we start unpacking?” Yunho quickly suggested, trying to fight the slight feeling of anger when Siwon kissed Jaejoong's cheek.
‘Don’t even start, Yunho. You’re not jealous, you’re just worried about your band mate.’ He told himself firmly as he brushed by the two, refusing to look at them as he moved to his bed to unpack.
“Can I help you unpack?” Siwon asked, not waiting for Jaejoong to respond before he moved forward and grabbed one of Jaejoong’s bags.
“Oh sure.” Jaejoong laughed slightly, Siwon’s friendly nature already lifting his own depressed spirits.
“Oh, you’re going to have to let me barrow this.” Siwon joked, holding up one of Jaejoongs shirts which looked too small for the taller, more muscular boy.
“I’d never be able to wear it again if I did.” Jaejoong replied coyly, casting Siwon a glance out of the corner of his left eye.
“Oh, and what’s that supposed to mean?” Siwon questioned, dropping the shirt onto the bed before turning to look at Jaejoong, his hands placed on his hips.
“That it would be way too big for me after a fatty like you stretched it out.” Jaejoong replied simply before expertly dogging a playful shove from Siwon.
“Gosh, you’ve gotten really sassy…Yunho isn’t strict enough on you.”
A tense moment moved between the other two DBSK members, both of them watching to see what Jaejoong's reaction towards the subject of Yunho was going to be.
“It’s not like he has any control of me.” Jaejoong shot back, hiding his look of slight pain behind his sassy manner.
“Ohhhh, Jaejoong has changed.” Heechul laughed, looking up from his rummaging through Yunho’s suitcase
to give Jaejoong a wink.
“He sure has.” Yunho muttered, his eyes dimming slightly with a bothered look.
“What are you doing, Heechul?” Yunho asked, turning his head towards his suitcase where Heechul was rummaging through his clothes, seeming to be searching for something.
“I’m looking for my present.”
Yunho laughed and walked over to his bed, ruffling Heechul’s hair slightly, “and who said I brought you a present?” He asked, his eyebrows arching slightly as he posed the question.
“You always bring me something if we have times where will be staying together for awhile.” Heechul stated matter-of-factly.
“You know me too well.” Yunho laughed, shoving his hand into his suitcase to pull out a lumpy present wrapped in brown paper.
“I’m so glad you pulled out all the stops.” Heechul stated blandly, eyeing the package with a slightly raised eyebrow.
“I didn’t have to bring you anything, brat.” Yunho laughed, tossing the present at Heechul before turning to begin unpacking.
Jaejoong had tried not to watch; he had tried not to feel jealous at the easy way Yunho acted with Heechul. It could almost be seen as light flirting. Even though he didn’t want to feel it, he still felt a prickling of jealousy.
“Hey, what’s with the cloudy look?” Siwon questioned, tilting his head slightly so he could look into Jaejoong's eyes.
“I don’t know whether I should say thank you or not.” Heechul said from across the room, holding up a T-shirt with the faces of DBSK printed on its surface.
Jaejoong let his eyes flicker between Heechul and Yunho for a moment before turning his eyes back to Siwon. “Nothing’s wrong. Let’s just get unpacked, huh?”
Siwon, sensing that Jaejoong wasn’t in the mood to be questioned, turned and started unpacking the older boy's bags.
“I think it will look good on you.” Jaejoong heard Yunho laugh as Heechul gave the shirt a dissatisfied look before smacking Yunho with it.
“You did this just to get on my nerves!” Heechul growled, a smile pulling at his lips despite his mock-anger.
“You’re right, I did.” He shot back, a smirk on his face.
“The two are going to get burned if you keep staring at them with such intensity.” Siwon whispered as he came up behind Jaejoong and placed a hand on the smaller boy's shoulder.
“I’m not staring.” Jaejoong quickly went on the defense, turning back to pull out a few more shirts from his suitcase.
“Hm, well then, what’s with that look?”
“There is no look, so stop reading too much into things.” Jaejoong commanded, his tone, while light, showed that he wasn’t joking.
“My apologies to the great and wonderful Kim Jaejoong.” Siwon laughed, tilting his head slightly in a mock-bow.
“Apology not accepted. I’m going to banish you from my good graces.” Jaejoong shot back, an amused gleam settling in his eyes as he played the part of a spoiled brat.
“Surely you cannot be so cruel as to deny me the privilege of seeing your beautiful face…?” Siwon breathed, stepping forward to brush a stray lock of hair out of Jaejoong's face.
Jaejoong flinched slightly at Siwon’s touch, taken slightly by surprise at the older boy's forwardness. “I never said you had to leave.” He breathed, trying to fight the urge to take a step back.
“I guess you didn’t.” Siwon stated with a lop-sided smile as he inched slowly closer to Jaejoong.
A split-second before Swion's lips met Jaejoong's, a loud cough filled the room, followed by the sound of Heechul smothering a laugh.
“Huh?” Jaejoong turned his head to the sound of the cough…it was Yunho…or at least Yunho was the most likely suspect. The younger boy had ducked his head slightly and was rummaging through his clothes, trying not to look up at the four pairs of eyes staring at him.
“You should stop playing around and get unpacked, Jaejoong.” Yunho commanded lightly, not looking up to meet Jaejoong’s confused gaze.
“Alright.” Jaejoong stated slowly, his eyes lingering on Yunho for a moment longer.
‘He’s been acting weird.’ Jaejoong thought, tilting his head to the side slightly, as if the change in angle would reveal what was different about Yunho.
‘But it’s different from how he was after our night together. He seems more…protective? No…not protective…possessive. Yeah, it’s like he doesn’t want anyone getting to close to me. I wonder if maybe he’s jealous?’
“If you keep on glaring like that, you’re going to get wrinkles.” Siwon whispered, poking Jaejoong's side to startle the older boy out of his intense train of thought.
Jaejoong jumped, gently slapping Siwon’s hand away. “Oh stop it, Siwon.” Jaejoong laughed, his eyes flickering towards Yunho to gage the younger boy’s reaction.
Siwon knew exactly what Jaejoong was doing, he could tell the older boy liked Yunho just by the way he repeatedly watched his band mate flirt harmlessly with Heechul.
He also knew that Jaejoong was now testing to see if Yunho was getting jealous.
“I can’t help it.” Siwon smirked, letting his fingers creep in around Jaejoong's waist. Siwon had liked Jaejoong for about two years now, but had known that attempting a relationship with the older boy wouldn’t be wise. Other than the fact that they were in separate groups, they also hardly saw each other. They occasionally talked on the phone or over e-mail, but they both led such busy lives, that anything more than friendship would leave them both hurt. Besides, from what he could see now, Jaejoong only had eyes for Yunho.
This fact, however, did not stop him from engaging in some harmless flirting with the older boy.
“Hm, should I take that as a compliment?” Jaejoong asked slyly, not pulling away from Siwon’s hold.
Just as Jaejoong had wanted, Yunho constantly found himself glancing over at Jaejoong and Siwon, watching as he drew closer together; their voices become whispered giggles and suggestive laughs.
He didn’t want to admit he was jealous or angry that Siwon was touching the very same skin Yunho had caressed just weeks earlier. He thought he could deal with the touching, but if Jaejoong tried to kiss Siwon, Yunho was sure he was going to have a lot of trouble controlling his anger.
“Jaejoong!” He finally snapped, throwing one of his shirts onto the bed as he turned to look at the older boy. “We’re not here to flirt and make-out! Get unpacked.” He snapped in and angry voice, finally breaking when Siwon placed a feather light kiss on Jaejoong's cheek.
“There’s no need to get jealous, Yunho.” Siwon quickly stepped in, his brow furrowing.
“Why in the world would I be jealous? I just want Jaejoong to follow my orders.” Yunho shot back, turning to face Siwon head-on. He was angry and jealous and more than willing to take it all out on Siwon.
“You may be the band leader, but it’s not as if your word is law. Jaejoong can do whatever he wants.” Siwon stated, his eyebrows arching slightly, daring Yunho to challenge him.
“Are you saying Jaejoong should ignore my authority?”
“I’m saying that you don’t control every aspect of Jaejoong's life, even if you do hold a small amount of authority over him.”
“Stop it. Both of you stop it.” Jaejoong jumped in, already regretting that he had tried to make Yunho jealous. It had obviously done nothing but get on his nerves, or so Jaejoong had thought.
In all actuality, Yunho was jealous, very jealous…and he didn’t like that Siwon was sticking up for Jaejoong…playing Jae’s knight in shining armor.
“Just unpack.” Yunho finally breathed after a tense pause, turning his back on the other two .
“It’s okay, Yunho.” Heechul comforted, letting his hand run over Yunho’s smooth back. “Just ignore them.” He advised, glancing over at Jaejoong and Siwon who had started unpacking again, standing shoulder to shoulder and whispering to each other softly.
“You know, I think I’m going to go see what Yoochun is doing.” Changmin stated, edging slowly from the tension filled room.
He had never seen Yunho exploded at Jaejoong in such a violent manner. He'd looked as if he were ready to punch both of them just for flirting.
‘Well, it looks like that one night changed Yunho more than we had thought.’ Changmin thought as he turned and walked out of the room.
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The rest of the unpacking had passed in relative silence; Jaejoong and Yunho refusing to talk to each other even though they both watched with jealous eyes as the members of Super Junior continued to flirt lightly, trying to raise their spirits.
After clothes had been stashed away and suitcases shoved under the beds, Heechul and Siwon left after receiving a text form Leeteuk telling them to go back to their rooms.
An awkward silence had fallen across the room, neither of the boys saying anything…just sitting on their beds, eyes glued to the television even though they weren’t seeing a thing as the picture flashed across the screen.
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong began, breaking the deafening silence. “I’m sorry for the way I acted earlier.” His voice was soft as he peeked at Yunho, trying to gage his leader’s mood.
Yunho glanced up as Jaejoong's soft voice, his eyes fluttering to meet the older boy's gaze. “You shouldn’t apologize… Siwon was right; I don’t have any control over you other than the control you choose to give me. I shouldn’t just assume that I can tell you what to do every minute of the day.” Yunho responded sincerely. He knew he’d been wrong when he lashed out at Jaejoong, but he hadn’t wanted to admit that he was jealous. Even now, he was still having trouble grasping the fact that he had romantic feelings towards another man who happened to be his band mate. Yunho knew it was wrong, knew he shouldn’t lusting after someone he had to work and live with. But his feelings went beyond all rational thought…they pushed his doubts and fears to the back of his mind and forced him to act on emotion alone.
“You weren’t wrong about anything, Yunho.” Jaejoong stated, crawling off his bed and clambering onto Yunho’s, a small smile clinging to his lips, “I was being a forgetful idiot; you had every right to snap at me like you did.” The older boy breathed, letting his hand rest on Yunho’s shoulder.
‘What’s he doing?’ Yunho wondered as Jaejoong moved closer.
“You may think,” Jaejoong started again, inching slightly closer, “that I don’t like it when you try to control me…” He trailed off, his lithe form now plastered against Yunho’s stiff body, “but I want you to control me…I love it when you control me.” The older boy breathed against Yunho’s ear, supple lips ghosting over tender skin as he formed each word.
“I thought you were giving up.” Yunho whispered, turning his face to plant a soft, almost timid, kiss on Jaejoong's lips.
“Eavesdropping?” Jaejoong questioned, resting his forehead lightly against Yunho’s, his breath already growing heavy with arousal.
He had planned on giving up, but he’d never imagined Yunho would start reciprocating his feelings.
“Of course not.” Yunho breathed, chill-bumps lifting his skin as Jaejoong's hot breath ghosted over his flushed face.
“All. Lies.” Jaejoong breathed, puncturing each word with a firm kiss on Yunho’s soft lips.
“So what if it is?” Yunho growled, shifting to his knees so Jaejoong had to tilt his head back slightly in order to kiss him.
Jaejoong felt the shift in power as soon as Yunho changed position. The younger boy was taking control by putting Jaejoong in a spot where he wasn’t able to do much else then sit and enjoy the crushing kiss Yunho was pressing onto his lips.
Chills raced down Yunho’s spine as he felt Jaejoong relax into the kiss and open his mouth slightly, allowing entrance into his mouth.
He didn’t know how this could feel so right when he was kissing another guy…but it did.
Not wanting to wait anymore, Yunho slipped his hands under Jaejoongs shirt, his fingers running over Jae’s silk-like skin as the piece of cloth was quickly removed and tossed away.
Jaejoong moaned deep in his throat, thrusting his hips forward slightly, trying to find friction against Yunho’s hip.
Yunho broke the kiss, heated eyes never leaving Jaejoong's as he removed his own shirt before pushing the smaller boy back onto the bed and coming down to hover just over Jaejoongs perfect body.
“I don’t know what you did to me, Jaejoong. But whatever it is…I love it.”
“I love--“
“I’m ba--holy shit.” Changmin paused at the entrance to the room, his eyebrows climbing slowly up his forehead.
Yunho quickly rolled off of Jaejoong, a deep blush of embarrassment climbing up his cheeks. “Changmin…w-what are you doing here?”
“Er…it’s my room too. But I can leave…” Changmin shifted back towards the door, his own blush mirroring the one on Yunho’s face.
“No, you can stay, Changmin.” Jaejoong stated quickly as he pulled on his shirt and moved back to his own bed.
Yunho felt frustration build within his body as Jaejoong's kind nature totally ruined their night together…their first night where they both wanted and felt the same thing. But what could he say that wouldn’t hurt Changmin’s feelings or get Jaejoong angry at him?
“Yeah Changmin, you can stay.” Yunho sighed, sinking back into his own bed, Jaejoong's sweet scent still clinging to the beds sheets.
“Thank you.” Changmin muttered awkwardly as he shuffled into the room and moved towards his bed.
“No problem.” Jaejoong responded lightly.
‘No problem my ass.’ Yunho growled as he rolled onto his side and closed his eyes, refusing to look at either of the boys in the room with him.
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A/N: -_- I hate how I wrote Changmin's character. Seriously, I was thinking about changing it so that Changmin just bursts into the room, totally unbothered. He'd make some smart remark and make Yunho even more angry. But nnnooo, he gets all shy and bashful and offers to give up his sleeping spot for Jaejoong and Yunho. Psh, like that would ever happen! Ugh, uke Jaejoong -dies-. Why so bad? It's kind of obvious that I was writing their characters based off other stories I had read at the time. They weren't mine yet (as proven by Changmin's pansy attitude). I think I've developed them more now, kind of mixed things I know aobut them in real life and the characeritzation that I want for each of them in my stories.
Oh well, as long as people enjoyed it, then I guess I can live with it.
Thank you to everyone for leaving such wonderful comments!
Pairings: Yunjae & Yoosu
Genre: Angst, romance, drama
Rating: From PG to NC-17
Length 4/8
Summary: Things become slightly unstable in DBSK when Jaejoong asks for one night from Yunho.
Warnings: Mild cursing and a few rated scenes.
Chapters: ||1|| _||2|| _||3|| _||4|| _||5||
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“Jaejoong!”
Jaejong turned his head as the door to the hotel room opened, his large eyes filled with slight confusion as Siwon slipped past Yunho and moved forward to gather him into a strong hug.
“Siwon, it’s good to see you.” Jaejoong muttered, looking over the taller boy's shoulder to spot Yunho watching from the door with a looked of feigned disinterest.
“It feels like it’s been forever since I last saw you.” The younger boy laughed before placing a friendly kiss on Jaejoong's cheek.
“Aw, you guys are so cute.” Heechul laughed as he walked into the room and threw his arm around Yunho’s shoulders.
Jaejoong felt a spike of jealousy as Yunho slipped his hand around Heechul’s waist. He knew that Yunho was just returning a friendly gesture; he also knew that Heechul had a huge crush on Yunho.
As for Siwon, Jaejoong didn’t know what to think. He had always been close to the Super Junior member, but Siwon seemed to be acting unusually friendly towards him.
“Yeah…it’s been about half a year…I guess.” Jaejoong muttered, pulling out of Siwon’s grip, unsure of how to respond to the boy's kiss.
“Should we start unpacking?” Yunho quickly suggested, trying to fight the slight feeling of anger when Siwon kissed Jaejoong's cheek.
‘Don’t even start, Yunho. You’re not jealous, you’re just worried about your band mate.’ He told himself firmly as he brushed by the two, refusing to look at them as he moved to his bed to unpack.
“Can I help you unpack?” Siwon asked, not waiting for Jaejoong to respond before he moved forward and grabbed one of Jaejoong’s bags.
“Oh sure.” Jaejoong laughed slightly, Siwon’s friendly nature already lifting his own depressed spirits.
“Oh, you’re going to have to let me barrow this.” Siwon joked, holding up one of Jaejoongs shirts which looked too small for the taller, more muscular boy.
“I’d never be able to wear it again if I did.” Jaejoong replied coyly, casting Siwon a glance out of the corner of his left eye.
“Oh, and what’s that supposed to mean?” Siwon questioned, dropping the shirt onto the bed before turning to look at Jaejoong, his hands placed on his hips.
“That it would be way too big for me after a fatty like you stretched it out.” Jaejoong replied simply before expertly dogging a playful shove from Siwon.
“Gosh, you’ve gotten really sassy…Yunho isn’t strict enough on you.”
A tense moment moved between the other two DBSK members, both of them watching to see what Jaejoong's reaction towards the subject of Yunho was going to be.
“It’s not like he has any control of me.” Jaejoong shot back, hiding his look of slight pain behind his sassy manner.
“Ohhhh, Jaejoong has changed.” Heechul laughed, looking up from his rummaging through Yunho’s suitcase
to give Jaejoong a wink.
“He sure has.” Yunho muttered, his eyes dimming slightly with a bothered look.
“What are you doing, Heechul?” Yunho asked, turning his head towards his suitcase where Heechul was rummaging through his clothes, seeming to be searching for something.
“I’m looking for my present.”
Yunho laughed and walked over to his bed, ruffling Heechul’s hair slightly, “and who said I brought you a present?” He asked, his eyebrows arching slightly as he posed the question.
“You always bring me something if we have times where will be staying together for awhile.” Heechul stated matter-of-factly.
“You know me too well.” Yunho laughed, shoving his hand into his suitcase to pull out a lumpy present wrapped in brown paper.
“I’m so glad you pulled out all the stops.” Heechul stated blandly, eyeing the package with a slightly raised eyebrow.
“I didn’t have to bring you anything, brat.” Yunho laughed, tossing the present at Heechul before turning to begin unpacking.
Jaejoong had tried not to watch; he had tried not to feel jealous at the easy way Yunho acted with Heechul. It could almost be seen as light flirting. Even though he didn’t want to feel it, he still felt a prickling of jealousy.
“Hey, what’s with the cloudy look?” Siwon questioned, tilting his head slightly so he could look into Jaejoong's eyes.
“I don’t know whether I should say thank you or not.” Heechul said from across the room, holding up a T-shirt with the faces of DBSK printed on its surface.
Jaejoong let his eyes flicker between Heechul and Yunho for a moment before turning his eyes back to Siwon. “Nothing’s wrong. Let’s just get unpacked, huh?”
Siwon, sensing that Jaejoong wasn’t in the mood to be questioned, turned and started unpacking the older boy's bags.
“I think it will look good on you.” Jaejoong heard Yunho laugh as Heechul gave the shirt a dissatisfied look before smacking Yunho with it.
“You did this just to get on my nerves!” Heechul growled, a smile pulling at his lips despite his mock-anger.
“You’re right, I did.” He shot back, a smirk on his face.
“The two are going to get burned if you keep staring at them with such intensity.” Siwon whispered as he came up behind Jaejoong and placed a hand on the smaller boy's shoulder.
“I’m not staring.” Jaejoong quickly went on the defense, turning back to pull out a few more shirts from his suitcase.
“Hm, well then, what’s with that look?”
“There is no look, so stop reading too much into things.” Jaejoong commanded, his tone, while light, showed that he wasn’t joking.
“My apologies to the great and wonderful Kim Jaejoong.” Siwon laughed, tilting his head slightly in a mock-bow.
“Apology not accepted. I’m going to banish you from my good graces.” Jaejoong shot back, an amused gleam settling in his eyes as he played the part of a spoiled brat.
“Surely you cannot be so cruel as to deny me the privilege of seeing your beautiful face…?” Siwon breathed, stepping forward to brush a stray lock of hair out of Jaejoong's face.
Jaejoong flinched slightly at Siwon’s touch, taken slightly by surprise at the older boy's forwardness. “I never said you had to leave.” He breathed, trying to fight the urge to take a step back.
“I guess you didn’t.” Siwon stated with a lop-sided smile as he inched slowly closer to Jaejoong.
A split-second before Swion's lips met Jaejoong's, a loud cough filled the room, followed by the sound of Heechul smothering a laugh.
“Huh?” Jaejoong turned his head to the sound of the cough…it was Yunho…or at least Yunho was the most likely suspect. The younger boy had ducked his head slightly and was rummaging through his clothes, trying not to look up at the four pairs of eyes staring at him.
“You should stop playing around and get unpacked, Jaejoong.” Yunho commanded lightly, not looking up to meet Jaejoong’s confused gaze.
“Alright.” Jaejoong stated slowly, his eyes lingering on Yunho for a moment longer.
‘He’s been acting weird.’ Jaejoong thought, tilting his head to the side slightly, as if the change in angle would reveal what was different about Yunho.
‘But it’s different from how he was after our night together. He seems more…protective? No…not protective…possessive. Yeah, it’s like he doesn’t want anyone getting to close to me. I wonder if maybe he’s jealous?’
“If you keep on glaring like that, you’re going to get wrinkles.” Siwon whispered, poking Jaejoong's side to startle the older boy out of his intense train of thought.
Jaejoong jumped, gently slapping Siwon’s hand away. “Oh stop it, Siwon.” Jaejoong laughed, his eyes flickering towards Yunho to gage the younger boy’s reaction.
Siwon knew exactly what Jaejoong was doing, he could tell the older boy liked Yunho just by the way he repeatedly watched his band mate flirt harmlessly with Heechul.
He also knew that Jaejoong was now testing to see if Yunho was getting jealous.
“I can’t help it.” Siwon smirked, letting his fingers creep in around Jaejoong's waist. Siwon had liked Jaejoong for about two years now, but had known that attempting a relationship with the older boy wouldn’t be wise. Other than the fact that they were in separate groups, they also hardly saw each other. They occasionally talked on the phone or over e-mail, but they both led such busy lives, that anything more than friendship would leave them both hurt. Besides, from what he could see now, Jaejoong only had eyes for Yunho.
This fact, however, did not stop him from engaging in some harmless flirting with the older boy.
“Hm, should I take that as a compliment?” Jaejoong asked slyly, not pulling away from Siwon’s hold.
Just as Jaejoong had wanted, Yunho constantly found himself glancing over at Jaejoong and Siwon, watching as he drew closer together; their voices become whispered giggles and suggestive laughs.
He didn’t want to admit he was jealous or angry that Siwon was touching the very same skin Yunho had caressed just weeks earlier. He thought he could deal with the touching, but if Jaejoong tried to kiss Siwon, Yunho was sure he was going to have a lot of trouble controlling his anger.
“Jaejoong!” He finally snapped, throwing one of his shirts onto the bed as he turned to look at the older boy. “We’re not here to flirt and make-out! Get unpacked.” He snapped in and angry voice, finally breaking when Siwon placed a feather light kiss on Jaejoong's cheek.
“There’s no need to get jealous, Yunho.” Siwon quickly stepped in, his brow furrowing.
“Why in the world would I be jealous? I just want Jaejoong to follow my orders.” Yunho shot back, turning to face Siwon head-on. He was angry and jealous and more than willing to take it all out on Siwon.
“You may be the band leader, but it’s not as if your word is law. Jaejoong can do whatever he wants.” Siwon stated, his eyebrows arching slightly, daring Yunho to challenge him.
“Are you saying Jaejoong should ignore my authority?”
“I’m saying that you don’t control every aspect of Jaejoong's life, even if you do hold a small amount of authority over him.”
“Stop it. Both of you stop it.” Jaejoong jumped in, already regretting that he had tried to make Yunho jealous. It had obviously done nothing but get on his nerves, or so Jaejoong had thought.
In all actuality, Yunho was jealous, very jealous…and he didn’t like that Siwon was sticking up for Jaejoong…playing Jae’s knight in shining armor.
“Just unpack.” Yunho finally breathed after a tense pause, turning his back on the other two .
“It’s okay, Yunho.” Heechul comforted, letting his hand run over Yunho’s smooth back. “Just ignore them.” He advised, glancing over at Jaejoong and Siwon who had started unpacking again, standing shoulder to shoulder and whispering to each other softly.
“You know, I think I’m going to go see what Yoochun is doing.” Changmin stated, edging slowly from the tension filled room.
He had never seen Yunho exploded at Jaejoong in such a violent manner. He'd looked as if he were ready to punch both of them just for flirting.
‘Well, it looks like that one night changed Yunho more than we had thought.’ Changmin thought as he turned and walked out of the room.
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The rest of the unpacking had passed in relative silence; Jaejoong and Yunho refusing to talk to each other even though they both watched with jealous eyes as the members of Super Junior continued to flirt lightly, trying to raise their spirits.
After clothes had been stashed away and suitcases shoved under the beds, Heechul and Siwon left after receiving a text form Leeteuk telling them to go back to their rooms.
An awkward silence had fallen across the room, neither of the boys saying anything…just sitting on their beds, eyes glued to the television even though they weren’t seeing a thing as the picture flashed across the screen.
“I’m sorry.” Jaejoong began, breaking the deafening silence. “I’m sorry for the way I acted earlier.” His voice was soft as he peeked at Yunho, trying to gage his leader’s mood.
Yunho glanced up as Jaejoong's soft voice, his eyes fluttering to meet the older boy's gaze. “You shouldn’t apologize… Siwon was right; I don’t have any control over you other than the control you choose to give me. I shouldn’t just assume that I can tell you what to do every minute of the day.” Yunho responded sincerely. He knew he’d been wrong when he lashed out at Jaejoong, but he hadn’t wanted to admit that he was jealous. Even now, he was still having trouble grasping the fact that he had romantic feelings towards another man who happened to be his band mate. Yunho knew it was wrong, knew he shouldn’t lusting after someone he had to work and live with. But his feelings went beyond all rational thought…they pushed his doubts and fears to the back of his mind and forced him to act on emotion alone.
“You weren’t wrong about anything, Yunho.” Jaejoong stated, crawling off his bed and clambering onto Yunho’s, a small smile clinging to his lips, “I was being a forgetful idiot; you had every right to snap at me like you did.” The older boy breathed, letting his hand rest on Yunho’s shoulder.
‘What’s he doing?’ Yunho wondered as Jaejoong moved closer.
“You may think,” Jaejoong started again, inching slightly closer, “that I don’t like it when you try to control me…” He trailed off, his lithe form now plastered against Yunho’s stiff body, “but I want you to control me…I love it when you control me.” The older boy breathed against Yunho’s ear, supple lips ghosting over tender skin as he formed each word.
“I thought you were giving up.” Yunho whispered, turning his face to plant a soft, almost timid, kiss on Jaejoong's lips.
“Eavesdropping?” Jaejoong questioned, resting his forehead lightly against Yunho’s, his breath already growing heavy with arousal.
He had planned on giving up, but he’d never imagined Yunho would start reciprocating his feelings.
“Of course not.” Yunho breathed, chill-bumps lifting his skin as Jaejoong's hot breath ghosted over his flushed face.
“All. Lies.” Jaejoong breathed, puncturing each word with a firm kiss on Yunho’s soft lips.
“So what if it is?” Yunho growled, shifting to his knees so Jaejoong had to tilt his head back slightly in order to kiss him.
Jaejoong felt the shift in power as soon as Yunho changed position. The younger boy was taking control by putting Jaejoong in a spot where he wasn’t able to do much else then sit and enjoy the crushing kiss Yunho was pressing onto his lips.
Chills raced down Yunho’s spine as he felt Jaejoong relax into the kiss and open his mouth slightly, allowing entrance into his mouth.
He didn’t know how this could feel so right when he was kissing another guy…but it did.
Not wanting to wait anymore, Yunho slipped his hands under Jaejoongs shirt, his fingers running over Jae’s silk-like skin as the piece of cloth was quickly removed and tossed away.
Jaejoong moaned deep in his throat, thrusting his hips forward slightly, trying to find friction against Yunho’s hip.
Yunho broke the kiss, heated eyes never leaving Jaejoong's as he removed his own shirt before pushing the smaller boy back onto the bed and coming down to hover just over Jaejoongs perfect body.
“I don’t know what you did to me, Jaejoong. But whatever it is…I love it.”
“I love--“
“I’m ba--holy shit.” Changmin paused at the entrance to the room, his eyebrows climbing slowly up his forehead.
Yunho quickly rolled off of Jaejoong, a deep blush of embarrassment climbing up his cheeks. “Changmin…w-what are you doing here?”
“Er…it’s my room too. But I can leave…” Changmin shifted back towards the door, his own blush mirroring the one on Yunho’s face.
“No, you can stay, Changmin.” Jaejoong stated quickly as he pulled on his shirt and moved back to his own bed.
Yunho felt frustration build within his body as Jaejoong's kind nature totally ruined their night together…their first night where they both wanted and felt the same thing. But what could he say that wouldn’t hurt Changmin’s feelings or get Jaejoong angry at him?
“Yeah Changmin, you can stay.” Yunho sighed, sinking back into his own bed, Jaejoong's sweet scent still clinging to the beds sheets.
“Thank you.” Changmin muttered awkwardly as he shuffled into the room and moved towards his bed.
“No problem.” Jaejoong responded lightly.
‘No problem my ass.’ Yunho growled as he rolled onto his side and closed his eyes, refusing to look at either of the boys in the room with him.
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A/N: -_- I hate how I wrote Changmin's character. Seriously, I was thinking about changing it so that Changmin just bursts into the room, totally unbothered. He'd make some smart remark and make Yunho even more angry. But nnnooo, he gets all shy and bashful and offers to give up his sleeping spot for Jaejoong and Yunho. Psh, like that would ever happen! Ugh, uke Jaejoong -dies-. Why so bad? It's kind of obvious that I was writing their characters based off other stories I had read at the time. They weren't mine yet (as proven by Changmin's pansy attitude). I think I've developed them more now, kind of mixed things I know aobut them in real life and the characeritzation that I want for each of them in my stories.
Oh well, as long as people enjoyed it, then I guess I can live with it.
Thank you to everyone for leaving such wonderful comments!