Maybe its my hormones but i feel so confused. One minute im happy, in love with Brum, ok with my mum looking forward to things and the next? i feel lonely, useless and a failure. Maybe its just winter and the over abundance of chocolate has sent me to crazy land but sometimes i dont know how people think about me. Those close to me dont understand ( Read more... )

Ive decided that i want trains' drops of jupiter played at my funeral not pdiddy's missing you. Thats if i want a funeral ( Read more... )

My Aunty is dying and its like no one cares for the world is still going.. I cant keep my self together anymore..it feels my like my skin is becoming weaker as i slowly die inside. My own godmother too far away for me to see one last time before she passes ... i miss her already. Call her..."um so your dying?" its too awkward to speak as i choke ( Read more... )

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Why do i date jerks ( Read more... )

Its sooo suckie suckie...ive been so bored at home. Ive been trying to do things with my mates but most are too busy or cant :'( ..lol Brums startin to wonder if i have ne friends. Went to 209 on Sat night...Mel knows the DJ so we were hanging around the booth..James walked slowly past sits behind me taps me on the shoulder and says hi...idiot..wat ( Read more... )

hhmm im homeless...the house is gettin tiled and im not allowed in the house...and Teagan smells!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im at brums..hes watchin the soccer and its crap...Jess..ur salad fingers thing is ssssoooooooooo trippy...i think u have issues..get my life back soon muaz...

Hey everyone...i realise i havent written in my journal for over 2 months sori lolz ( Read more... )

Im heaps tired....i want to finish skool...and go out wit my friends...but life has to be sucky. The class of our group is slowly disintegrating...now Dianna hates me for some reason, Ryan Gould is picking on me and lets just say Mr Y (coz alot of u guyz know him) told me he would try to get wit me if i didnt have a bf.....now thats just wrong!!!! ( Read more... )

I cant put photos on my live journal but all my photos are on my msn contact card its http://spaces.msn.com/members/theadora0 so yeah muaz

still 18 lol