I feel ... seperated from my world. I think I'm going to go to Orlando until Vero Beach. Then , I'll do whatever I have to... then go to Disney, so I should be occupied until the fourth of July ( Read more... )

So I've come to my senses. No matter what I say , I'm not going to stop being with Donny. No matter how mad I get , or how hard I try to create issues ... 3 pints of ice cream (peanut butter - Mr. G, triple fudge - Mr. D, changing each time - me) seems to fix it. I don't care how mad I get at my girls, some Hanson and OC always make it better. I ( Read more... )

I have had the most eventful/ amazing day ever!

So I just to a sweet nap :: and had this really horrible dream. I was sitting in a reclining chair and I saw someone walk in ... and she was having a child (big belly and all) He picked her up , and looked so amazingly happy. He told her he loved her, and he wantedto spend every second of his life with her. And I sat there, and I couldn't move ( Read more... )

I went to see Crash with my family. Saw Lauren and Bobby in the parking lot. They made me smile ( Read more... )

I feel like my head's about to explode.

Today ... wow, so I talked to my parents, okay well just my dad. He was so amazing and nice to me. I felt so embarresed and like such a horrible kid, to keep putting them through all that I have. After that, I went over to Donny's house. Wow, um , so I cried and he held me like a baby and rocked me back and forth. We talked about every opition. We ( Read more... )

Blah, I talked to Lauren tonight which made me fell a million times better. I layed in my bed crying my eyes out. I miss her so much. I feel so guilty. Like I've fucked everything up. Getting high and drunk was more important to me than staying close to my best friend. She's pulled me out of everything and been there my whole life. I feel like I ( Read more... )

Weird few days. I hung out with Jhaniva! Which was SO much fun. We honestly haven't seen eachother since 8th grade (we were best friends throughout elementary school) and everything was exactly the same. The same two goofy girls. We went to Baywalk ate and saw a movie ( Read more... )

ugh, honestly. Sometimes, men can be completely revolting. I was at Wendy's today and this asshole tried to grad me. Why is it that people really think that someone will be intrested when you treat them with such a lack of respect. I have been a victim myself for falling for creeps, and feeding into their behavior. But, why do we girls do it? When ( Read more... )