I do this every time I feel there's a hinderance to what I'm trying to say: battleground. And, honestly, I liked the username.

Last night, the tension was so thick, I laid on the couch and cried for ten minutes. I begged for something to make me feel better and my cries hit a new pitch when my mum said there wasn't anything she knew of that could allievate the mental anguish, the emotional distress. Everything feels so forced - sleep is a farce, as I wake up and wonder ( Read more... )

I missed waking up with her this morning; last night, I had so stupidly insisted on going home in the middle of American Beauty. I guess I am taking advantage of the fact that she's in Oregon, not Florida, and so I will always have her around. I know, when she goes on a trip, I will miss her sorely ( Read more... )

All in all, it was a pretty nice day. Three rum-and-cokes, two Pabsts, and two Vanilla Coke (with vodka.) At two o'clock, Bree grinned and clapped drunkenly -- "Annah's faded!" Courtney and I curled up together in her bed and said whatever came through our lips, and I battled a stomach ache the whole morning.

Oh, New Years Eve with Courtney and bubbly drinks & movies galore. I hope everyone else has a good New Years.

I woke up to snow two days in a row. In the hills, it stuck all day yesterday, and today as well.

We went downtown yesterday and showered in the rain (it was coming down so hard) and kissed during Kill Bill in the small theatre that only had two other people. We're movie fanatics, born to watch films and devour popcorn while sipping on soda. The best part of it is being able to say 'we're', instead of 'I am a', because it means I am not alone

We walked down the street, holding hands and chewing on gumballs, beautifully, gorgeously done magazines awaiting my consumption. To be honest, I was jealous when I had to leave her at her new apartment. I wanted her to come home with me again and I wanted to curl up next to her, my head resting on her shoulder.

Oh, I feel absolutely heavenly now.

I feel like Charlie from Flowers for Algernon. Start out a bit dumb, get smart, peak smart, slowly grow dumber than when I began.