I am going to start using MySpace for my ranting and expressions now. As for moving out and starting my life... I'm sure most people know by now that I'm not going anywhere. I now must start a new erra of LIEDAS... though it has a lighter side, I'm really going to hold on more to the dark. Keep me on my guard and keep me safe. We'll here's to a new ( Read more... )

His Red Carpet Affair ( Read more... )

“The Life and Death of Critter ( Read more... )

I just posted and looked back on my journal I told all of you that no one cared! I TOLD YOU ALL! AUG I WANTED AN OUT IN LIFE AND NO ONE CARED THEN. WHY SHOULD I HAVE THOUGHT YOU WOLD CARE NOW? I HAVE NOT MADE IT A SECRET. I HAVE BEEN OPEN AND HONEST. NO ONE GAVE A SHIT THEN SO WHY SHOULD THEY NOW? IVE BEEN DYING AND YOU ALL JUST SAT THERE AND ( Read more... )

03/08/02 The first date I took the Love of my life on. Exactly at 6:30. I know this because I wore my leather jacket on our first date ( Read more... )

I'm really fucked up right now. I wish I could pull a "Butterfly Effect". No one would be sad and no one would remember me because I would have never existed. Everyone would live happily ever after.

I have learned a few things in the past couple of days ( Read more... )

Well last night sucked... I was in a funk and I did what I always do... I read the Livejournal again ( Read more... )

Well my sister got me IKEA gift cards for my birthday... I was so fucking ecstatic. I was so happy to be moving out with my girlfriend and her sister. I haven't been happier in a long time. :) (smiley? WTF oh yeah this is my life so it is bound to be fucked up) well yeah it took a turn for the worst... now it looks like i won't be moving out with ( Read more... )

I tried to talk to Brianne on the phone the other day after work, but she kept ignoring me and caring on conversations in the background. I finally got fed up and hung up on her. Not like she even noticed anyway. She says she is a terrible girlfriend and I always tell her "no you're great and stop thinking like that". The truth is she does suck ( Read more... )