i promise i'll learn to cook and clean up my messes. won't watch too much bad tv- and i'll read you salinger by your bedside at night. i'll clean up my act and my only vice will be flannel.
My Visual Arts teacher reminded me of the girl from True Life: I'm a Neglected Girlfriend. I spent the whole class pretending she had found her passion for art and escaped to become a college professor. She was really funny and enthusiastic. Good for her. Forget the bastard.
"he wants to know what's in my mailbox how my life has been going. i tell him there isn't anything in the mailbox or the life. he thinks that i'm holding back. I hope that I am."
sometimes i drive for the first time in months and listen to music loud and sometimes i go to bed with out sleeping pills and wake up early to go running breath in deep 'cause it's fall and it feels nice sometimes the leaves are orange and yellow the air looks clean and life's real good.
i just broke into my apartment via a rusty fire escape with the help of my new neighbor and a screwdriver. it's been a weird week.
i love the ice storm so much.
i am not allowing myself to leave this room until at least the first three pages of this paper are done. getting yourself to start is always the hardest