i love my life. i have the coolest fuckin family and friendsss, i cant wait to get down to florida and do everything and fuckin partyyyy. im off grounded after gettin caught with yay but its straight. (dont start you wont stop, but its straight aint nothin wrong with it) ;) dads home for the weekend before he leaves for iraq til next september ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while, I think a month. There's not much to tell about except day to day happenings... I get my license in 5 1/2 weeks, which is good. I need to find a new job because I honestly can't deal with Subway. All of a sudden I have to prove that I'm worthy for the job? Fuck you, I'll prove it when I make more than $7.40 an hour. On ( Read more... )

You listen to them, teachers, parents, politicians.
They're always saying,
if you steal you're a thief,
if you sleep around you're a slut,
if you take drugs you're a junkie.

They want to get inside your head and control you with their fear.

I haven't updated in a while.. So many things have changed! Mostly because school has started. Thank God this is senior year and I'm out of this house next year. My classes are fine, I understand what we're doing in math, law is a good class because Mr. Andrews is a good guy, chorus- ...., and ceramics is pretty funny. I get early work release ( Read more... )

So many things have been happening and changing. I have to say though, I like where I am. I've grown apart from a few people but I guess it's for the best. What can I say though, neither of us are making any effort to 'be friends'. We just have different perspectives on life apparently. Besides that, I'm so happy and excited for the future. :)

Well! It's been quite some time since I've last updated. Nothing's really happened, but my computer is now fixed! I had 58 viruses and all but two were from myspace, so needless to say I won't be on that much anymore. Vermont was alright, cell phone reception was horrible but it was a nice place. There wasn't much to do, we visited the Ben & Jerry' ( Read more... )

San Francisco, Farmers Markets, Growing Asparagus, Boston, Raising Chickens, Carnival Skittles, Building Snowmen, Getting Dark at 4 p.m., Cuddling Under Comforters, Halloween and Leaves, Painting Eyeballs, Christmastime, Curb Your Enthusiasm.. Why is every day better than the last ( Read more... )

Well I redid this journal. It was about time. So I downloaded a few Brand New songs from off their newer album, and (Jim wouldn't let me live this down if he saw this) they aren't bad. I especially like Degausser and Luca. Jesse Lacey doesn't sound as whiny as usual and the way the songs are put together make it work. The style of those songs in ( Read more... )

i don understand why everyone has such a negative attitude towards eachother. theres really no reason for people to come out with these rude cocky attitudes thinking theyre some shit. HI, being older, doing more drugs, having a cooler hair cut, more sarcastic attitude, knowing some super cool super indie super exclusive band, having straighter ( Read more... )

Evidently it depends on what type of view you take, and what kind of person you are. I'd like to think I have a blend of pragmatic, existentialist, and positivist views. Life is kind of like when an individual has an unconditional commitment to something finite, and devotes their life to the commitment despite the inherent vulnerability of doing so ( Read more... )