"If one really intends to uncover a specific truth, then they must never reveal the secrets that they themselves keep. It is the very things that we hide beneath our beds and the painful thoughts that we envelope inside our grief that can lead us to a truth made otherwise impossible to attain, and a salvation thought only to be an ideal. There will ( Read more... )

Sooooo... to think that I thought it was over and done with??? How silly of me! I've come to realize what makes one review the "emotions" over and over again is the level of depth you chose to display. Why or better yet HOW could I let some one JUST like me!!! Make me question my identity??? You, yourself said that the situation made you question, ( Read more... )

Pues anoche I went to SoulGroup and we had a workshop.I have to say it helped out hundreds!!! Sat with Mi Chiquita Banana... LOL and well I actually chatted with Him??? Odd. And for some SICK reason he felt the need to tell us he was going to find a "wifey" in Africa while he'd be over for missions with Bigs. Super odd... Anyhow. I was able to take ( Read more... )

So... I'll start with God is GREAT!!! My boy is amazing. I can say I love him...HEART with spirit!!! LMAO<- Vane ( Read more... )

Life is so beautiful. The turns it takes are what make it interesting... Just when I was ready to sign myself into eternal solitude, I get a little unexpected tap on my shoulder.

It's amazing how one person can cause so much happiness so soon.

I really didn't expect it at all. I totally expected a gym dud.

To my surprise...

A cultivated, ( Read more... )

WoW! So I definatly have been blow away by this surprise!!! Amazing... I'm at a loose for words. He makes me smile when just when I thought I smerked my last grin. At first I was expecting a cocky kid... But no. I was SO proven wrong. I'm totally blown away...

I'll be back later.

So I have the greatest news yet! This day is coming to an end. I didn't think it would bother me as much as it has. Maybe it's the fact that I'm PMSing like crazy. Or maybe even the fact that I am SO sore. You chose,I just know I'm not having it today. I'm wearing STYLE by RL. & well I'm ready to gag. Not cool... So yeah. I've noticed today more ( Read more... )

Carrying on with my usual Thursday night activities, I went to my leaders meeting. You see, the leaders meeting is usually JUST girls. So I've gotten in the habit of dressing slack/sporty to the meetings.
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So I have loads to get off my chest. So much - I don't even know where to start. Lets see... Last weekend I went to an other club, didn't drink this time either. Thank God! Well yes, I went, had a great time- but I feel it consuming me again. This friday I have a family get together that I must attend, so the chain will not continue. Saturday I had ( Read more... )

My life has been speculated and impacted by alot of young girls. I was told today by one of my group attendants that through the years that she has known me, she has seen me develope. And that she loved me & that she is proud of me. It meant the world to me & it let me understand exactly why it is that I have to strive to live my life in an orderly ( Read more... )